To All The Boys I've Loved Before ;; jisung x Ot8

1.5

"choi dowon get your ass back in here or i will not hesitate-" hyunjin was cut off by jisung.

"hurt my child and you're in for it hwang." hyunjin rolls his eyes and picks up the four year old. "i wasn't going to hurt him! plus, i'm not the father bear here, you're the one who decided it was a good idea to adopt a baby that you found in a bush!" jisung glared at hyunjin.

"says the man who got a dog because he 'thought it was a good idea at the time' after we specifically told you we can't take care of a dog!" hyunjin rolls his eyes.

"alright, but you have to admit that you love bench even if she is a pain in the ass!" hyunjin picks up the tiny chihuahua and runs off to go tell on jisung.

"real mature." jisung huffs and goes to pick up his son. "what do you want to eat today, pumpkin?" jisung watched as the four year old giggles. "wan 'otatoes!" jisung smiles and picks him up and sets him into his chair.

jisung set his phone down and let his child watch mickey as he went to go make some potatoes for his baby. as he's cutting up the potatoes he feels arms wrapped around his waist. he already knew who the arms belonged to.

"hey, youre finally up." jisung smiles and turns around to face felix. "how'd you sleep baby?" felix buries his face in jisung's neck. a small "good" could be heard from the younger. jisung giggles and hugs felix. "i love you lixie" jisung could feel felix smile against his neck.

"chan and binnie are out grocery shopping and hyunjin is telling on me to them because he wanted to throw my child." felix giggles and picks up his head to look at jisung. "where's seungmin and jeongin?" jisung smiles.

"they went out to get some sweets." felix smiled. "well minho is still asleep in my bed, we took a good nap, he's so snuggly." felix said softly as jisung left a small peck on his cheek. "i bet you guys slept very well." jisung chuckled. "today is my debut anniversary, 4 years! can you believe it?" felix smiles "i cant believe it, baby"

felix smiles and pulls away from jisung's hug. "i'm gonna go play with dowon, don't hurt yourself babe." jisung smiles and watched felix walk over to the mesmerized four year old.

•••

"jisung"

"jisung please"

"jisung.."

•••

"so ive gathered you all here to tell you that.." jisung smiles brightly and looked straight at changbin.

"i'm pregnant." they all stood up in shock and happiness. changbin was the happiest, it was his baby inside of jisung, his baby, it had his blood.

"the bump is showing a little bit guys.."jisung lifted up his shirt and changbin cried. that was his baby, it was the only thought in changbins head. 'that's my baby'.

•••

"fucking hell.."

"i'm sorry jisung..."

"we're all sorry.."

he gasped out for air as he he shot up. "n-no!" jisung reared up and stared at the room around him. he didn't know what was going on.

"wh-where'd dowon go.. and everyone else... where's my family... i was pregnant, where are they, please.." jisung panicked, he didn't recognize anyone in the room except for this one child who he couldn't name.

"jisung, are you alright? you just got out of an 8 month coma." jisung cried. "no! no i didn't! i was just there with my family, my boyfriends." they all looked at jisung confused.

"jisung are you sure your not delusional, we don't know anyone like that." it was his brother. his real brother. wait... he never had a brother. 

"it's all gone.."

"all of it.."

"everything.."

he looked down at his hands, he was devastated.

then there was a knock at the door, everyone in the room left, because jisung told them too, but he let the person who knocked come inside.

he had still been staring at his hands, not caring who came in cause everything he loved was gone.

"jisung." they finally snapped his attention. it was his family, the one he's grown to love and be with. "b-but you guys.." jisung looked around and spotted johnny and jaehyun as well as the 8 boys and son he's come to love.

"jisung we were so worried about you, you've been out for awhile." then jisung remembered, he remembered everything.

"my family... my home.. my baby.." jisung motioned for dowon to come over.

"han dowon." jisung hugged the 12 year old boy. "papa, grandpa has been telling me stories of when you were little! was it true you always carried around a dinosaur plushie when you were sad?" jisung smiles. "i dont know what he's told you but yes"

"grandpa jaehyun owes me ten bucks!" the boy then runs off to his grandpa in the corner of the room.

"ji, you okay?"

"i'm fine! just.. do you have my journal?"

"yeah, here" jeongin searched through his bag and gave jisung his book and a pen.

DEAR JISUNG,

even if it was a dream you will forever live your family, this is who you're destined to be with, these people will forever be by your side. keep up that cheery attitude of yours and you'll always find comfort and hope.

so now i say, to all the boys i've loved before, thank you for being in my life.

-HAN

FIN

Thank you to everyone who read the book, i dunno how many of you enjoyed it but i really loved writing this for y'all ❤️ i sincerely hope this book was enjoyable and entertaining to read.

i tried my hardest on this book and i really didn't want to disappoint you guys ❤️ leave comments on this little chapter, i wanted to see who enjoyed it, and maybe i'll make another book to this 💕 thank you guys for reading, i hope you guys have a great day.

this is meadow signing off 🍃