Life As We Know It

Chapter 14.

Chapter 14:

As I was walking through the corridors, it only came in my mind that I shouldn't be in this place. I should have never left Harry's car and told him I wasn't feeling alright. But I know he wouldn't allow it. He knew that I was getting bullied.

Every eye was practically burning holes in my body. I can feel it. I never bothered looking up while I was walking. Finally I reached my locker. Grabbing my stuff in a hurry I closed it and started to scurry away. People were starting to whisper at my actions. I guess I might have looked like a rushed up tramp.

Instantly my thoughts of leaving school and going home came back in my mind. I don't want to be here. I don't want to be in this hell hole. I just realized after this month and spending it with the boys. School, came out of my mind. I was so relieved that I don't have to go to this place for a month. I'm so glad that I got a break from being bullied.

Every student out their probably doesn't want it that way. They must be dissapointed that they have to take a break from school for a month. Well for me. Its the opposite. I don't know why but I kinda like it that way. I've been thinking of dropping out of school. But I know my parents would kill me for that. I'm not worthy to be here. I would be much gladly to exchange places with children who wants to go to school rather than staying home because their not financially stable. A girl like me who has parents that can provide her needs but wastes it by not studying hard enough, doesn't deserve to be here.

Your never “worth” of anything.

The voices inside my head corrected me. But I don't need those words. All my life I felt that way. Its clearly normal for me. I am worthless.

My thoughts were suddenly halted by a voice speaking behind me “So your back?” it said evily.

I turned around and instantly my breath hitched at the person in front of me. Her long blonde hair was pulled up in a ponytail while she wore skinny jeans, black boots, white T-shirt and a leather jacket. She gave me a smirk and crossed her arms.

“I thought you wouldn't return” she eyed me disgustingly. I was so fed up with this. With all of her judging and crap. I swiftly turned around and walked away mumbling a I don't want any of your shit right now.

“Especially with a company driving you to school” she yelled causing me to stop dead in my tracks. I haven't even noticed the few students who were now gathering in the hallways as I stood there.

“You saw?” I whispered but making it obvious she would hear.

“What you think I'm that stupid? Of course! I saw you with Harry Styles!” she yelled once more earning obvious gasps from the ‘audience’ we made.

“What did you do to him huh? Did you drugged him? Used black magic? Or did you....sell yourself because your that desperate. You attention seeking whore!!!” she screamed. I can't help but let the hot tears ran down my cheek but my face still remained calm and emotionless. I mean how the hell did she saw us? We kept it hidden and secret. The windows are tinted.

I stood there as all these questions kept spinning in my head when suddenly I felt a tug at my arm and I was soon forcefully turned around and come face to face with the blonde haired bitch.

“You whore! You don't deserve him! You don't deserve anyone! You fucking deserve this” she whispered the last part when she suddenly slapped my face hard and because she was wearing multiple rings it made it felt a thousand times more painful. I'm pretty sure this will end up in a bruise and few cuts.

Finally my awaited savoir came as the bell rang signalling it was the start of our class. I was left alone yet again standing in the hallway with my hands on my right cheek. I sobbed loudly and ran outside. I'm deciding I was skipping out the whole day today. I knew I shouldn't have come here the first place. It was literally a bad idea. I flinched as I touch a bleeding spot on my skin. It really hurts. Heading my way home I can't help but think of how my father will react to this and...what will I tell Harry?

Sorry if this is short, I'm having authors block and since nobody ever reads this.....