Felix's Bag of Hearts

3- The Witch is inside of Me

Felix Prov.~*

So lately Ive been living the ways I used to without a house and sleeping in tree's.

Like a Hobo.

In fact Felix used to be Hobo an eat out of the garbage.

It happened every time Felix was kicked out a home for one reason of another.

Now Felix can have a home of his own without humans to take care of him, Felix was more of a pet cat in past then independent.

Felix knows he should be happy he's free of being a humans pet cat, the memory's hurt.

In instead of feeling comfortable in bed.

Felix feels the covers are going to suffocate him.

Many time Felix would end up on the floor cause of the nightmare's that where so real.

Felix's previous relationship's would get so mad at him for that.

Whether or not it's a little human kid or old man that he sleeps at the foot of there bed or his new but now Ex wife.

Felix would tumble out of bed an take's the covers with him.

But it doesn't happen every night.

Felix feels the world around him less changes weirdly if he lives outside.

Felix thinks about sad things like his previous relationships that went so Very Bad.

Sometimes it was 'Not' his fault he cant help it if he's money broke most of the time.

But sometimes its his 'Fault' cause his eye's wander when he see's a beautiful Babe.

It's one of the things that lead to his divorce's with Kitty Kat.

But there relationship was toxic from the very beginning.

To everyone else we say where EX dating.

And creepy enough Felix still talks to her sometimes.

They say to other people there only friend's and it been that way to years now.

Kitty Kat only wants me to act more like my cousin Alex!

Kitty Kat, She'd say to him, 'Felix why cant you be more like your cousin Alex he's so handsome, brave, and cool. You have a drinking problem and flirting problem! I cant your both related to Alex! or believe I married a slum! You Never do anything! Or help me take care of the kids!'

Handsome? Alex, he looks just like me!

Alex, He's a Copy cat and jealous of me!

That is what I want to yell out loud.

But I kept it all inside.

But I cant lest Kitty Kat would never want to talk to me again.

We already hardly talk, as it is.

Kitty Kat is like me, as old and young looking as me where both made out of the same Toxic INK!

Lately I don't drink as much as used to.

sadly it just makes me even more Crazier!

But Kitty was wrong for a while, I did clean up somewhat point during our relationship and take care of the kids.

I Loved my kids I would do my best for Years!

I did my best during those times try to play, teach, and protect them!

Those times I settled for get along with Kitty Kat just for the kids sake.
But I guess the biggest regret is the REAL truth of are Brake up.

Are children died Yes.