I need something to use to wire my brain to have as a happy sound. Like a sound that happens when I'm happy. So when I'm sad and know I won't be able to pull myself out easily I just have to have the noise happen.
I can't even remember to start the dishwasher. I'm such a failure. My mom probably hates me.
I've told my parents that I'm trans yet they're ignoring it. Why do they always pay attention to my brother and not me?
My nose hurts. Why is Luc so mean to me? What did I do to him? How come he never gets in trouble. He punches my nose and is just told you quit it, whereas if I punched him I'd get grounded.
I want to talk to Lilly. She always is able to cheer me up. Although she probably hates me. Who wouldn't hate me?
I don't want to go to Girl Scouts. But I do want it to be Friday the I can go to diversity club. The kids in diversity club are really nice and pay attention to me. I just want to feel like I'm with my "friends" not just kinda following them.
I suck at drawing I can't even draw a nose or hair that looks good.
I want to go to the park and just swing for hours and listen to music. That seems wonderful. Although my legs would start to hurt which wouldn't be nice.
Why does anyone read this? It's not good or anything. Its trash besides no one cares about my feelings.
YOU ARE READING
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RandomThis is for like sad things that I think throughout the day and art stuff and like I might include poetry I don't know. It won't be interesting or anything it's just going to be here for my vents when I really need it or something. I really don't kn...
