I don't fucking know.

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I'm being ignored like always. I come on here sometimes to feel valid but in reality, am I? I have an image stamped on me, of a perfect person a person who works hard and is smarter than some of their classmates. I hate people calling me by the wrong gender, I'm a boy but not one person has stopped to listen. People call me her all the time and I hate it. Why can't I just be who I am supposed to be? The glass is almost empty but does anyone care to look or go so far as asking why, of course not. I'm horribly flawed and need help that no one has to offer. I can't seem to cry from the emotional pain I'm in. I spend time worrying about others that I have so little people I can talk to. You may offer help but I don't want to burden you. No one really talks to me anymore and I don't know how to talk like normal people. I don't know how to make friends anymore. I can't think reasonably anymore. Other people have it harder that's why my pain is invalid. I have food, clean water, and a roof over my head so why do I feel so horrible. Mu brother hates me and my parents take me as a joke most of the time. I'm invalid.

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