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So I'm relapsing except it's worse. I don't know why I'm relapsing but it so much worse. At least it won't leave scars though. Basically I use to squeeze my wrist very tightly whenever I was super upset or felt so disappointed in myself for fucking up, now I'm stabbing a pencil into my thighs just to feel a bit better. Twice today my friends have had to take away my pencil. I want to stop but I can't.

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