As If ~PJM~

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Every story starts and ends.

I don't know whether or not mine has started,

But it looks like Taehyung's is about to end...

"TaeTae..." I knock softly on his door.

"Go away..."

"Taehyung, its been two weeks, you can't keep skipping school."

"Watch me."

"Sulking all day and making your life miserable isn't gonna bring him back!"

He didn't respond.

"Look, I'm going to school now, and I hope you do too. Jin would have wanted you to get a good education."

"Leave..."

I sighed and went downstairs then out the door.

I got to school and was bombarded by a hug.

"Y/N!!" A voice said.

The voice was familiar.

Too familiar.

It almost made me wanna puke, because the voice belonged to...

Park Jimin

"I missed you~!"

"Jimin... Not right now..."

"Why not, baby~?"

"I.. I'm just not in the mood to be smothered in love and cuddles right now..."

"Okay.. Sorry.."

I nodded in response and walked to the roof and sat at the bench.

Sigh

The wind blows through my hair as the bright sun above me blinds my vision.

"You know, I don't like it when you run away from me like that."

"Go away... Please..."

"Nah, I'm good," he said blatantly.

"Tch."

"It'll be like I'm not even here, okay?"

"Hmm... Fine.."

He laid down in front of my feet, looking at the clouds.

"It's nice when you're early and the courtyard, huh?"

"Yah, I though you said it'll be like you're not even here..."

"I'm sorry, I can't help it~ you're so easy to talk to~"

"Tch." I scoff and he pulls be down to lay on the ground with him, and he pulls me closer.

"This feels nice~ we should cuddle more often~"

"Yeah..." I get up and walk to the fence blocking the edge and I climb over.

"KIM Y/N WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!!"

"Don't worry, it's not like I was actually gonna jump... Just seeing what its like..." I climb back over the fence and Jimin pulls me into a tight embrace.

"Y/N...," he sighs and I grip his shirt, tears beginning to stream down my face.

"I w-want t-to go h-home..." I whimper.

"Then let's take you home, okay..?" He kissed my forehead and takes my hand as we begin our descent down the stairs.

"Jiminie..."

"Yes?"

"I want this to be over.." He pulls me into his embrace once more and pets the back of my head.

"This isn't gonna get any better, my love... It only gets worse... I know that isn't very reassuring but I don't want you to get your hopes up..."

I sob harder into his chest and he pulls me even closer.

"He's not really gone unless you forget him.."

"That's what they always say... But I'm never gonna see him again... I'm never gonna hear his goofy laugh or hear his stupid dad jokes... Not unless I am with him..."

"Y/N don't say that.. If you kill yourself, then you'll be losing all of your friends.. The rest of your family... Me... All to see your brother again.."

"I just don't know what to do anymore! First it was Halemoni then it was my favorite older brother- I- he-," I hiccup, "I just want to go back in time and warn him that a car is coming..."

He doesn't respond with words, but he sighs and kisses my cheek. "Beautiful.. Where did my goofy, cheery, making-fun-of-me-y Y/N go...? I miss her.."

"She's never coming back..." I pull away from the hug and run down the stairs, to the office, and out the doors.

I ran until my legs gave out.

Then everything turned black.