Psycho - 백현

Chapter 1

The beginning

It's just a normal day like any other. Atleast that's what I tought.
I didn't know I'd meet him.
I remember exactly, every detail.
It was so suddenly.
I never expected it.
He literally came running into my life like it was nothing.
Not that I mind.

I'm a girl with the age of 19.
I graduated from high school and I wanted to become a trainee, so I did everything I could to pass the auditions.
Unfortunately I didn't pass one.
I tried many Entertainments like Cube, Star and YG but they didn't let me pass.
But I won't give up!

I was just on my way to JYP Entertainment for another audition when I noticed it was almost raining.
"Aish..." I sighed.
The clouds becamed really dark and the sun who disappeared 10 minutes ago was nowhere to be found.
I looked up at the sky, but I better didn't because my mood wasn't getting any better.

"Does it really have to rain?" I muttered to myself.
I walked to the direction of JYP, but I already felt some tears coming from the clouds on my face so I putted my jacket on. It somehow felt like I had to take it with me and I'm glad I listened to my stomach.
I also putted the hood from my jacket on my head.
I wanted to stay dry.

I looked around to see no one, no dog, no cat, no human. Not even a car.
The road was empty wich I surely understand because the dark clouds started to cry even more.
Everything was wet already.
I started running, still trying to avoid the rain, but everyone know you can't escape it.
Once it started, you can't avoid.

"Aish..." I said when a raindrop caught my eye.
I blinked, trying to not hurt myself by bumping into something.
I started to run faster because I don't want to be late.

I accelerated my tempo and tried not to look clumsy.
When I crossed the street, I started to think.

What if I also don't pass this audition? This is my last hope.
I don't want to go to another company because that would be too embarrassing.
What if I fail again?
What would I do then?

While I was thinking I didn't notice that I wasn't running anymore.
I just stood there in the middle of an empty, abandoned street while little raindrops were still falling.
I felt anxious and had a panic attack again.

My breath rushed and my heart was not able to calm down.
The attack started to get worse and I grabbed my jacket with my hand in front of where my heart is.
My vision went blurry, but suddenly...
I felt someone bumping into me.

I fell on the ground with that person.
The hard ground was nothing compared with what-I-like-to-call my anxious-attacks.
If you compare... The ground is really soft.

Somehow... It helped.
With bumping into me, he helped me to get rid of my attack.
Unfortunately, I'm wet...
Because of the stupid rain.

"Aish..." I mumbled.
My eyes were searching to the person who was sitting next to me on.
When my eyes meeted his, I felt some weird stuff in my stomach and my breath was also taken away.
My heart pounded, but this time it wasn't from an attack this time.
It was his dark, but soft eyes.
They looked like the sun in these dark days of rain.
His hair was messy and slightly wet.
His nose looked soft, like a marshmallow.
His cheeks... Also soft, but more squishy.
And his lips... Dangerous.
If I wasn't so frightening I would already talked to him, trying to find out his name.

"Oh, mianhae. I'm so sorry, I wasn't looking because of the rain. Mianhae." he said while bowing a few times.
He held out a hand to help me, but the only thing I could do is stare at it.
"Aren't you going to get up? Let me help you." He asked sweet, still offering his hand.
"Ah.. Yeah." I said slowly putting my hand in his.
When I touched his hand, I shivered.
This was the first time I was touching a boy's hand.
Didn't know boys are such a friendly creatures.
From what I remember they were just bullies, trying to ruin everyones life. Especially mine.

When I stood on my feet again, I tried not to stare at him.
His face was distracting me from going to JYP.
I didn't want to go anymore.
I've got the feeling that I wanted to stay with him, get to know each other.

Why do I feel this way?

"I'm so sorry. I hope you didn't get hurt because of me."
"Aniya... It's okay, I didn't hurt anything." I said while his eyes meet mine.

And that's how it started.