I don't want to want to want you. But I do.
A/n: I kNoW right? Another boook????? Yes. Another. Ita my life I see no end to books except when they need to end.
lol some lady was walking this pug and my mom said "that puppy is so cute" and me being extremely tired says "that puppy looks delicious" and my mom laughs at me.
Then i realise i did what Jay did-
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Y/n's pov. "Oo who got these again?!" Bean asks looking through. I shoo her out of them. "My friends Dan and Hosuh.. Mostly Dan" I say and my dad stops. "Boys?" He says and I nods. "Are all your friends boys?" He asks and I shake my head no.
"Some are girls and they look kinda like me but thats not the point!" I say holding up the leggings and sweatshirt. "I got a few colors" i say smiling. Our dad shrugs and walks away leaving me and Bean alone. "Is Dan your boyfriend?" She asks. "No I've told him no already" I say putting my clothes in the drawers.
"Oh...is.. Hosuh your boyfri-" "No!" I cut her off. "I mean.. No. He's not. Why would he like me? I'm poor. I have a terrible mom. My family doesn't love me and when they do its for money" i say looking down at the pastel blue sweatshirt. I like this one. Its pretty.. Pretty cool.
"Well.. I met this girl.."
I spaced out. Sorry Bean.
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"Y/n!! Wake up!" "Its like five in the morning Bean!" I yell and she giggles. "Go. Shoo" i say and she leaves.
I sit up looking down. My shoes.. Oh right i remeber now. I get up heading to the bathroom to wake me up more with cold water. After I brush my teeth and hair i walk back to my room and reach for my old clothes but then remember I have new ones.
I pick the pastel blue one up. I change into the clothes i picked. I put my shoes on and grab my bag. "I'm so tired i might fall asleep in art again" I say walking out. "Looking realllllly pretty" Bean says. "The only thing thats different is our eyes" she says looking at me closer.
(What ever color you have she has the opposite color)
"Ok thats nice" i say patting her shoulder. She smiles and continues to go on about our similarities. I get bored and start to walk to the door "Hey wait for me!" She says as i ooen the door.
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My eyes can barely stay open.. I quickly drew up some cartoon characters. I then push the paper aside and lay down so I can sleep.
~le time skip~
I felt someone.. Touching my face. I open my eyes to see a hand so I look up to see Hosuh. Ok at least its not a- wait what. I moved back feeling my face temperatures rising quickly. "W-what were you doing" I say and his fave glows a soft pink.
"Um.. The bell rang" he says with a nervous smile. "And that you look cute in your new clothes" he says looking away. Hosuh that doesn't help I could melt! "O-oh thanks someone sweet helped pick them out" I say standing up. "Well they made great choices" he says with a small laugh. I smile.
"Are you sitting with Dan?" "Yeah" I say as we walk out. I could invite him to the table. Then I can sit with him, But he might say no. "...would you maybe wanna sit with me?" He asks and I look up. Just. Him? "Sure" I say. Dan will probably make his way to that table if I'm there anyway.
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These past few days I feel I gotten closer to Hosuh. Thought there are thoses moment where I'm just awkward but its okay. There is just one thing. Its been a month and its time to go back to America. I dont want to.
I'm going to try and stay.
"You have everything packed for Saturday?" Our dad asks and Bean nods with a smile. "What about you?" He asks me. "I don't want to go" i say and he looks at me. "Why not?" He asks. "I just dont want to go back to America" I say and he looks at Bean.
"Can I stay? Just for a few more months??" I ask and he looks down. "I.. I suppose" he says and Bean looks at me. "But.. We'll be separated" she says and I looks at her. "I know but you'll know what I'll look like and its just for a few more months" I say and she tries to smile. "And Eric?" Oh shit. "Tell him I decided to stay.." I say as our Dad walks out of the room
"..away from our mom" I finish and she nods. "If it's because of Hosuh y/n just tell him!" She says and i shake my head no. "I don't think he wants that now" I say and she gives a bored look. "Ok.. But when I come back I sure better hear you at least kissed him!" She says getting up quick runnung out before i could murder her.
Kiss him..
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Well shet.
Therr is going to be more high School chapters then i thought there would be-
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