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I rolled over and pressed play on the next episode of Greys Anatomy. This past two weeks has been a lot to handle for me. I haven't left the bed, done my hair, or anything productive. After the first night I think I fell into a depression, I'm not sure. I just don't feel like Chanel, I'm just sad.
I'm always somewhere rapping along with Megan Thee Stallion and twerking the little cheeks that I have.
But now I just don't want to do anything. If I'm not getting up to shower or to get my UberEats from the door, I'm in the bed.
Of course I lost my job, I thought they'd be understanding but I thought wrong.
I haven't told Xavier because I already know that he'd handle bills and everything for me. Hopefully by the time my savings account starts dwindling down, I'll have a new job.
I heard the doorbell ring and I groaned. Xavier has a key so I knew it wasn't him. I pulled back the covers and went downstairs. The doorbell rang again "I'm coming damn!" I yell out. I pulled my hoodie on my head and pulled on the drawstring tightening it around my head.
I unlocked the door and it was Kayla.
A confused look appeared on my face. I hadn't spoken to her since Judy told me about her and Xavier. That was like 2 months ago. She had some nerve showing up here. I told her if I saw her I was beating her ass.
I'm a woman of my word.
"Hey" She says softly.
"Hi" I reply.
"Can I come in?"
"Kayla I'm not in the mood for this right now" I tell her with a sigh.
"Can we please just talk? I miss you"
I roll my eyes and open the door a little more allowing her to walk into the house. I sat down on the couch bring my knees up to my chest.
She sat down on the couch beside me and sighed, "You know I love you and I'd never do anything to intentionally to hurt you. I didn't know you had serious feelings for Xavier. I thought y'all were just fucking around like always"
"That shouldn't have mattered. Whoever I fuck with you, you shouldn't want to fuck with too. That's simple girl code"
"You're right. I should have double checked with you first. I wasn't tryna be grimey. I wasn't tryna be spiteful, it just happened. We didn't fuck or anything, I just gave him head that was it"
I nodded my head. "I mean that ain't no better. You still had my man's dick in your mouth"
"You're right. I'm sorry. I know you wanna beat my ass go ahead. I just want my friend back. Bitch I miss you. If I knew this would've jeopardized our friendship, I wouldn't have done"
