Miserable Without You | 03

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Chanyeol's POV

'He's not my friend Sehun'

'He's not my friend'

'not my friend'

'He's not my friend Sehun'

-"Ahh!! why!!?" I screamed. Since the time I left Baekhyun's cafe, his last words still kept replaying here in my head and it's really frustrating. 'He's not my friend Sehun' ugh, I never knew that a sentence could hurt me like this. Sure, I used to read some of my anti-fan's comments before, it's hurt too but none of them could make me feel this way, the painful I got from Baekhyun's words was on the other level. With his blank face and cold eyes, I could feel that he really meant every single thing he said, like I was nothing to him. I admitted, we broke up , 3 years for God's sake and it was me who wanted to end our relationship that way but I didn't expect him to say or act like I was just some stranger he saw on the street and never wanted to see again. I drove 4 hours from my place to be here, at least he should named me as one of his 'old friend', not roasting me from the first ten seconds our eyes met. Is that why people always avoid talking to their Exes? because they know how to kill the one they used to call 'the love of my life' inside out just with a blink of an eye.

Talking about relationship, is that Sehun guy his Boyfriend? He looked kinda silly. You would say 'but he's cute' well, you're right, he's tall and handsome but knowing Baekhyun since he was 15, that Sehun guy was definitely not Baekhyun's type. God, they didn't even look good together. My Baekie deserves better than that, at least someone who can cook for his dinner well and sing him beautiful songs everyday before bed..
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.. just like me.

Letting my legs leaded the way to an unknown direction, I didn't realize where I was now until I got the clearer view of the places I was standing.

It didn't take long for me to recognize this place

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It didn't take long for me to recognize this place. The fact that I spent most of my childhood here, it was like my body remembered it so well to the point that I walked all the way here from my old high school which took at least 20 minuses without even realizing anything.

It was here when I first learnt how to ride bicycle but fell helplessly to the ground. I cried so hard, my mom thought i broke my leg but turned out I was fine. I was just a cry baby back then. I met kyungsoo and Kai here too! aww that couple... I really want to know are they still together? The first time I saw them, Kyungsoo was showing his killer eyes, ready to kicked the hell out off the man in front of him while Kai almost peed his pant screaming like he's about to die. As a good boy i was, I called the police but when they arrived the whole thing was just Kai trying to ask Kyungsoo for his phone number. Hahahaa... I could't stop laughing.

Back then i didn't thought much but now the feeling of standing here again made me felt weird in my body. Walking passed the place where i used to come with my sister, the tallest tree that Taemin usually told me i would be as tall as it when i got older ( he's right ), the colorful wall, Mr.Choi's house (my English teacher) and finally, my favorite ice cream shop. I stopped there for a moment, enjoying every single view of it. Everything was still the same. Well, they changed the old table to the new one and maybe the door too but the feel was still the same. After all these years, today I'm here again at the place where I created my best memories and maybe my worst too.

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