THE TEARS

why did you do this to me?

My world become a mess I barely go out ever since Charlie and Gary came, i never got the opportunity to see them. Tears each day wondering how is life going to be like for me without my husband by my side. it's always seems Laura get over things easily more than I do "ciara, let's go of the past ok he's gone and there's no way he come  back again. let's go to the hospital and check up on your babies you have a day more it could be this minute please"
" Nora, I'll stay at home and cry more. what do I need this babies for if the their father is not around?"
" Ciara your brothers are here and you barely speak to them why are you doing this to yourself please get over things ok. And another thing Chief Doctor want us to go U.N and bring the rest of the babies that their parents were involved in war. They have built an orphanage and needs them here so get dress let's go to the hospital for check-up after birth we leave to UN."
2 WEEKS LATER
Ever since I gave birth life has been complete happiness till  someone murdered my beautiful child I wonder who killed my baby girl apart from Tracy who is still in prison who else will do such a painful thing to an innocent child. There was tear for a week again look at the way my life is full of sorrow not only sorrow but of tears too  "ciara I'm sorry for your lost" Nora said sorrowfully as she took Jeremy from my laps he's looking so handsome it's been two weeks but it feels like he's a month old anyways your sister-in-law Lucy is back to Georgia. I'm sure she's coming to take care of the child as we go to UN".
" no I'm going without my child I don't want anything to happen to him I still wonder who got into my hospital room and killed my  Tiara, because she was kicking and throwing up her legs when I went to the washroom with Jeremy coming back and seeing her death has putting great fear in me I really can't trust anyway at this point so I'm sending my child with me. Deal or no deal?" "Ciara it's going to be hard but let's pray chief Doctor let you go with him I'll be happy to go with Kiara to but let's just pray for the best. She went out of the room as a fake smile formed on her beautiful face. I was very impressed when Lucy came in she was looking more beautiful it's been a while ever since she moved to England with her husband I really wonder what she's doing in Georgia because she didn't make it to her brother's funeral. "Lucy welcome back to Georgia it's a surprise seeing you here for you didn't even come to Daniels funeral" she looked at me as tears started to drop. I really don't want to cry again I hope I don't cry but I couldn't handle it I burst into tears with her for I have really missed Daniel but anyways what can I do if God has taken him and giving me another Daniel which is my Jeremy. "Ciara when are you leaving to UN?"
" I really don't know yet"
Something is wrong with Lucy she's not even wearing her ring did she have a fight with her husband or have they divorced? "Lucy sit down we need to talk" I pulled her on the bed she doesn't look cheerful at all
"Lucy tell me the truth what's happening to you we both know Lucy's not like this she's a fun girl  Tell me what is it she?' she looked into my blue eyes and smiled a little she really wants to play smart with me she doesn't know I'm used to that cuz I used to do same thing with my mum may her soul rest in peace.
"I broke up my marriage with my husband. I really can't leave like am a prisoner. Ever since I got married to him he has deprived me from going out I barely see the world I barely feel free as we all know I'm a fun girl I like going out I like shopping and all lots of stuffs but he deprive me of all that I don't know if he really thinks I'm a cheater but I can't live a life like that. so I'm divorced now and I'm coming back home I'm going to stay with your siblings till you return from your trip so we have fun like we used to do when we were kids" I pushed closer to her and give her a hug I have really missed my memories with her such a beautiful girl.