THE TEARS

when will you be back.

Daniel traveling to U.N  was getting more and more closer, I will really miss him when he goes I have stayed lots of years with him and each day was a memory I can't wait for him to go and come back as if he never went. I woke up in the morning only to realise that he has packed his things my eyes melt the fact that I'm not going to get his jokes and play around with him, God nos how long he is going to keep there. leaving me in this big house without Lucy nor Chalie, I looked around for him but I could only see his suitcase and his car but his body was not around  "are you looking for me?" I turned myself around only to see him looking handsome, wow I thought it was tomorrow not knowing it was today "hey hey hey are you going to cry, do you think I'm leaving you here all alone, Matt's wife is coming  to stay with you so don't be scared. I think she works in the same hospital as you"
" what's her name?"
" Nora Laura Matt"
she's my friend at hospital very lovely and funny girl."
" Am sure you guys are going to take care of yourselves"
I nob my head and bow my head and watch the floor as tears drop "you remember this song, they can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that's we never play all the broken dreams they can take everything just let them take it away but you can never have  yesterday. they can take the future that we never know they can take the places that we said we will go just let them take it away but they can never have yesterday" I never knew he was listening to the words of the song the first time I sang it to him, he has really surprised me he's really right they can take everything but they can never take the memories of yesterday the truth and dare, the stolen kisses, the slaps, the unforgettable wedding and the bullets that's war  can never take any of them and the feeling of love I'm having towards him. "Ciara take this CD it has every single memory of us play it when you think you are missing your fake husband a lot, and get this credit card to pay for your expenses. I love you pankti, take care of yourself although Tracy has been arrested but I'm still not feeling comfortable so I have ordered some of my guys to come and take over the house in my absence stay happy and always remember I love you."
I looked at him as he took his bag and walked outside I took the necklace mum gave to me for protection i ran outside and I gave him backwards hug I couldn't control those tears of mine he slowly turned to me I then put it on him for protection cuz where he is going is very dangerous "please do take care of yourself too and please promise me you'll come back alive to only me"
"I swear pankti, I will come back alive, to propose love to you for real so you can become my real wife without any contracts marriage"
"And I will except the proposal if you do come back alive to protect and love me as your real wife" he draw closer to me hugged me and kissed me for this time I will never slap him because I was preparing for this so long and here it goes. A car horn blew from outside and he let go of me I waved as he also waved back soon did I see Nora running to me in tears she really doesn't know she's not the only one moaning. "Come on girl enough with it tears let's go inside"
I locked the doors as I was asked to do for protection Nora seems very hurt than I was "Ciara what if the war kills my husband what will I do with our unborn child he doesn't even know I'm pregnant"
"girl speak positive for once in your life, they will come back strong and healthy just us you and will be strong here so no more tears. Come give me a hug"