★Oumasai/Saiouma Oneshots★

Im sorry Shumai ⚠

(Post game) ⚠

(It was all a VR game and everyone is alive and ok blah blah blah but PTSD is a big thing)

⚠TRIGGER WARNINGS⚠
Blood
Cuts
suicide attempt

Kokichi was laying on the floor of his apartment blood flowing out of the gashes on his arms. He wanted to get up, but he knew he didn't deserve it. He knew he deserved to be dead. He was too weak to stand he couldn't even move. He was losing blood too quickly. Bright pink was invading Kokichi's vision it was all he could see he knew he would die. He wanted to but there was one person who he was crying over. He didn't want to say goodbye but this was his choice. His classmates would be better off if he was dead. If he was gone. If he wasn't being an annoying little shit ruining their day.

Shuichi was getting nervous now. Kokichi was normally down in the lobby hanging out with Rantaro or him.
Shuichi tended to over think things after the game so he was about to have an anxiety attack. He needed to check on kokichi. He shot up not able to handle the fear of what probably didn't happen he violently knocked on kokichi's door so very worried, sweat dripping down his forehead... There wasn't any answer..

Kokichi heard the knocks and the calls from Shuichi but he couldn't move. The only noise he managed to let out was a small whimper.
"Shumai..."

Shuichi did in fact hear that and that made him kworry even more. His heart was beating so hard he couldn't focus at all. What so ever. The door was unlocked, kokichi never has his door unlocked so he walks in ever so slowly in fear of what he might see.

Shuichi saw something that brought him to immeadiet tears. Kokichi, laying in the ground, lifeless pink blood flowing out of his wrists and arms. Shuichi collapsed on the ground crying.

"why kokichi?? Why??" Is all he could choke out through the tears.

Rantaro ran upstairs to kokichi's room after he heard a loud thump and shuichi crying. He stood in fear. Quickly gathering himself and calling the police and explaining everything.

The police and an ambulance came as quickly as they possibly could. They were doing everything they could to save the dying leader.

Shuichi stopped crying and read the note after kokichi was taken.

"Dear Shuichi and whoever else cares,
You just saw me dead, lying in the floor. You are probably questioning why, why did I do this? Let me give you a simple answer; I couldn't handle it anymore. I was lying to myself to make myself feel better. Because I felt so so awful. Shuichi and Rantaro are the only two alive humans who gave a shit about me. But I'm sorry. I couldn't handle it. Maki constantly telling me she wishes I were dead didn't help at all. I love you Shuichi, I always have. I want you to know that.

I'm sorry Shumai, and I love you.

Goodbye

~Kokichi Oma

Yes, I love kokichi no, I don't feel bad about this. There will be a part 2!