★Oumasai/Saiouma Oneshots★

not a happy ending ⚠️

Hiii life sucks and I'm sad and the only way I can truly  vent is through writing and bc I'm a kokichi  kinnie Its all gonna be through him yayyyyyyy

So
Tw⚠️ for
Suicide
Self harm
Body shamin
Homophobia

Kokichi's  pov
I was at the table with my mom eating  dinner. Today already sucked.. Momota wont let shuichi  and I have a second  alone together.. I'm moving in with him soon so at least  I'll  get nightly cuddles.
My thoughts were interrupted when my mom said

"You need to eat slower, you're getting fat" she looked me dead in the eye. I looked away then at my food.

I suddenly  have no appetite...

I wish shed stop calling  me fat. I already hate my body... and it's her fault. I only eat dinner  so she doesn't  get suspicious.. and yet she calls  me fat.

Time skip
Kokichi  and Shuichi  now live together

I was cuddling with shuichi, being the happiest  I've been In ages I know this wont last but I feel so loved.

"Hey Shuichi"

"What is it babe"

"Thank you"

"For what" he looked down at me

"Everything. You've kept me alive this long..." I could feel tears buildup in my  eyes so I just shove my face in his chest

He kissed my head

"Well I'm glad you're still alive"

I dont think I will be for much longer...

I layed with shuichi  for a while until I fell asleep.

The next morning Shuichi  was already out of bed and in the kitchen making  our lunches, it was Monday so that meant school.

I got dressed in the uniform  Hope's peak gives us then u put my scarf on and my dice logo pin.

"Morning Shu-Shu.." I said, still tired.

"Goodmorning  Kichi, did you sleep well?"

"Better than usual.."

"That's good" he then kissed my forehead, grabbed my bag and his, then my hand and we both left for school.

The day was normal. Momota not leaving us alone, me eventually leaving to go hang out with Ramtaro or going to the roof and thinking about  jumping..
But its monday which means Shuichi  stays late to do stuff with Kirigiri. So I head home early...
As soon as i get in the door my mom calls...

"He-hello?"

"Kokichi, how are you?"

My heart sank, she only asks that when I'm in trouble...

"Uh.. I'm..fine mom.. how are you?"

"Lonely.. I just dont understand  why you had to leave me."

"Because  I want to live with my boyfriend?"

"Ugh I cant believe you still think you're gay"

I stay quiet

"Do you still think you're depressed too?"

"Ma.. I've been diagnosed.. you know this.."

"Yeah yeah that's bullshit I didn't  raise a pussy."

She was starting  to raise her voice, my legs started shaking so I went to the couch.

"I didn't  want to raise a faggot either  but I guess I did."

"Mom that's a slur you cant use.."