★Oumasai/Saiouma Oneshots★

do you even care?! ⚠

Hi hi this is me venting through ouma, also me venting for him. Also I don't like people comforting me so don't do that.
Also post game

Third person

It was the middle of the day and kokichi was sitting on the couch of the giant house that they all shared. He was curled up in a ball, very badly faking a nap but he was really crying his eyes out. Very quietly.

Next to him a stressed looking Shuichi plopped down.

"Oh hey pooichi ya alright?" Miu asked.

"Hm? Oh yeah. Im okay. I'm just thinking about a ca-case." He responded ever so slightly looking over at Kokichi.

In the span of 12 minutes almost everyone checked up on Shuichi and only glances at kokichi.

And when everyone was coincidentally in the room, that's when Kokichi snapped.

"Okay... So I just learned something" A very raspy voice spoke out grasping everyone's attention.

"Who the fuck wazzat?" Miu asked spinning around.

Kokichi stood up, eyes puffy one stuck close?

"As shit what ever fuck this, fuck you, fuck life" He said as it seemed to take a contact out of one of his eyes.

He then looked at everyone. They were shocked.

First of all, he was crying and no one noticed. Second of all since when did he have a yellow eye?

"You know, I could care less what anyone says about my eye.   Ill probably kill myself soon anyways." He said walking around the couch.

"Also, I was sitting on the couch crying my ugly ass eyes out. And no one gave a flying on a jet plane to Costa Rica fuck. But when the oh so beloved shuichi fucking saihar sat down everyone felt the need to help the damsel in distress?!" Kokichi yelled.

"I-" Shuichi was immediately interupted

"I know most of you don't care about me. But maaaan this is mean!  You guys must really like lil old shumai!"

"You huys, honestly? None of you would care if I walked out of this house, rope in hand saying, Adios! Sayonara! byeonara! Good bye and good riddance!  I'm bout to off myself  and cry a lot while doing so!" He said as salty tears streamed down his face.

"Some of you will be all 'oh nooo kokichi don't we love you aaaa' just to make yourself feel better. I know once I'm out of this world  you wouldn't give a shit that I'm gone." He said specifically staring at a few people.

"Some of you may think 'whatever reason he has is so fucking petty blah blah blah kokichi is just an attention whore who wants to be acknowledged because he wasn't given enough attention as a kid'  HAHAHAHA HAH HAHAHAHA I WASN'T GIVEN ANY ATTENTION AS A KID!!  WOOOO  the only attention I got was because I wasn't doing anything right! I was fucking everything up!   I was a disappointment to my family! I was a stupid fucking child. I couldn't do anything right. Nothing!  Something was wrong with me in the head! I couldn't do anything right! I still can't! I was and am pushing everyone away when I most needed someone to hug me." He  word vomiting and crying his eyes out when he soon collapse on the ground muttering

"Do you even care? You don't care... Do you even care?"

No one got up to comfort him, they all just stared in shock.

Shuichi and rantaro went up to him and just hugged him, a few others like Keebo, kirumi, and Gonta joined in. And a few moments later Kaede, Angie, Himiko and Ryom joined in.

Under all of the hugs  only a few could hear a very soft

"You all probably don't believe me but thank you"

WOWIE I HATE LIFE SO MUCH RN HEHE HEHEHE