A Spark (Aizawa x reader)

Let it out

Without realising, your feet took you to an empty park just around the corner from UA and your home, so, you made your way over to the swings and sat down on one, fingers curling around the cold chain that held it in place.

'Why was I so mean? He was just trying to be nice...'

'He wouldn't have been nice if he knew what you were...'

'It's safer for Hizashi and the others if I pushed them away...'

Again the negative thoughts rushed around your head. You wondered what your life would have been like if you were human, would you have a quirk? Would you have loads of friends? A family?

Leaning your head back, you gazed at the faint stars in the sky. Lost in your own mind, the world around you faded, it was just you and the night sky.

Aizawa had finished marking his papers, and begun to walk home, making his way past the park, he heard a swing creak and looked over, that's where he found you, sitting on a swing under the faint street light, gazing up.

"(Y/N)?" He called.

You turned your head to him.

"Are... you okay?"

"Yeah, I'm okay." You nodded.

Aizawa decided Now was a good a time as any, so, he came over and took the swing next to you.

"Really?"

"Really." You smiled.

Aizawa sighed, raising his eyes to the dark sky, before he once again turned his head towards you.

"I'm not someone you want to get to know..." he said.

You tensed, tilting your face towards the ground, you clasped your hands together between your knees.

"You heard..."

"What do you mean by that?"

Shaking your head, you kicked the ground lightly, making a few small stones bounce along the floor.

"Nothing..."

"You're lying." He pointed out.

When you didn't reply, Aizawa stood up and came over, crouching in front of you, he tried to get a look at your face, but you wouldn't let him.

"Whatever's going on, you can trust us."

"I can't..."

"We want to help you (Y/N), and we can't do that if you don't tell us what's wrong. You can't suffer alone, it's not healthy."

You stood up and so did Aizawa, he was only a step or two away from you. Shaking your head, you balled your hands into fists.

"You won't understand..."

"Well, I won't if you don't tell me." He grumbled.

You slowly unclenched your hands and raised them a little, glaring at them. You knew what they were capable off, he didn't

"(Y/N), you cant keep pushing it down."

"I have to..."

A stray tear made its way down your face, letting your hands drop limply by your side, you raised your head, eyes meeting his.

Aizawa reaches out, but you took a step back, his fingers grasping at now empty space.

"I don't want to hurt you..." your voice broke.

"What's going on? Talk to me, that's what friends do right? They talk to each other?"

Friend? Is that how he saw you? The thought broke your heart even more, how could he call you a friend when he didn't even know what you were? When he didn't even know anything about you?

"Aizawa... just.. leave me... please... I'll be fine.."

"You won't! You know why? Because you're just going to keep bottling all this in until you explode!" He snapped.

You recoiled from his harsh tone, and heard him let out a soft breath.

"Trust me (Y/N)." He said.

"I can't trust anyone..." you whispered, "no one else... I'm sorry..."

Turning towards the park entrance you pushed past Aizawa and begun to run.

"(Y/N)!" Aizawa yelled.

You could hear him start to run, he wasn't that far behind you. You twisted down streets, pushed past people and tried to out run him but it wasn't working. Ducking into an alley, you knew you only had seconds until he caught up, so you did the only thing you could think off.

"MEPHISTO!" You yelled.

Your body dropped to the floor as you gasped for air, tears streaming down your face you buried your head in your hands.

"(Y/N)!" Aizawa panted.

You heard a small poof and the sound of shuffling fabric, a comforting hand was placed on your shoulder, and you were pulled into a someone's chest.

"Now, now, my dear, what ever is the matter?" He asked in his usually peppy tone