Letters to Josh

forty seven

Josh,

It's Friday.

TGIF.

Tyler bought me a banana fudge sickle. I was so happy. I love banana fudge sickles. They're like, Heaven on a stick.

Anyway, I've been pretty happy lately. 

I only felt a small pang of sadness today.

That was only because Tyler had to stay late after class and couldn't walk me to class.

Oh, I didn't tell you.

Tyler walks me to class now.

He makes me happy and laugh and that's what keeps me up during the first part of my class. I think of whatever he's said and towards the end of class, I think of what he'll say walking me to my next class.

Rumors have came up.

"Tyler and Kaylee, a cute, new couple."

"Kaylee dating new kid?"

"New kid dating a hoe?!"

"Kaylee just needs to stop trying."

"Tyler with the hoe of the district."

I like the first one. Maybe even the second.

The rest are unnecessary. It doesn't bother me though, so don't worry. When you've been dating the quarter back of the football team, rumors are everywhere. I've been trained to handle them too.

I think they think because you died, I need to find someone. I don't. I just laughed. omg.

I also decided to asked Tyler about the 'double date' thing.

"Soo, Smith is going out with some girl... he also asked me if we could go with them." I watched his pale. "Like... a double date." Like, all his color was gone. His eyebrow was up too. "We could go as friends though. Don't get me wrong, you're cool and all, but I don't wanna be in that kind of relationship right now." 

His color returned and he smiled. "Yeah, I don't like you either, Kay." He put his elbow on my shoulder and we walked to my class. 

He's understanding and cool. I like that.

It's like

They're here to pick me up. Bye Josh.

-Kaylee