thirty six

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Josh-

I need to stop writting these stupid letters. 

You are NEVER going to read them...

I just.. I can't though.. 

It's been four days since your funeral and I still haven't gone back to school. Dad understands too. 

Smith went the day after and couldn't anymore. He's sitting on the couch reading over my shoulder. He thinks I don't know, but I do.

haha, look away Justin. 

He stopped looking. oh my goodness.

I fucking miss you Josh. I didn't really know that you could die from getting tackled in football... but that boy was bigger than, like, three of you. 

I can't believe it. It actually kind of bothers me. I'll sit and just think. How can this even happen?

But I guess what's done is done.

You're gone and you're not coming back.

-Kaylee

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