Ella's POV
"So hunny how was it" My mom asks politely with big eyes and a pleading smile. Well let’s see, HORRIBLE! He has the job that scares me the most, eats like a pig, was giving me weird kissy faces that I only saw from the corner of my eye, and is such a creep! "It was OK,” I say.
Mary's (Ella’s mom) POV
Oh no. I can just tell by the look on her face that this date did not go well like all the others. This always happens, she becomes a nervous wreck, and always turns into a weirdo, then the guy gets creeped out and you know how the rest plays out.
"It was OK" Ella says.
OK that quite a good start well, obviously something went wrong, but we're defiantly on a roll!
"Well, that’s good we're off to a good start. But what went wrong?" I ask, sounding very curious.
"Um, he just didn't seem to be my type" Ella replies sounding very sweet.
Yes, of course that same excuse every time, trying not to disappoint us, but really that just gives me the hint that she messed it up. After making outfits to blend in with the seats at the movie theaters and sitting at the very back just to spy on Ella at every single movie date, I know how she works when she's on dates! Well you know I'll just let her cool off so she'll have a few weekends to herself going out or whatever and she will hopefully find someone she likes then. Instead of me going out to different parties, dressing up like a hoar and pretending to be Ella's friend. And then when I find a cute drunk guy I'll ask him to go out with a friend of myna (Ella), and since he's drunk he'll just say yes. So I give him my number, and then the next day, after he hangs his face over the toilet bowl all day and his head is cleared he calls, and it works out perfectly!
"Well maybe, you just have to get into it more, and get to know him better" I suggest
Ella's POV
"Well maybe, you just have to get into it more, and get to know him better" My mom says
"Mom!" I yell, and quickly turn and stomp upstairs.
What get into it more! I still haven’t lost my virginity, and I'm not planning to, to a guy that I just meet, in the back of his car! What's up with her today! Like am I really that horrible, she's doing anything to get me out of this house. I wonder why she doesn't just kick me out!
I quickly strip off my clothes and get into bed in just my underwear. I get under the covers and bury my face in my pillows.
Ow! Shoot! Something just stuck me. I pull out a safety pin that stuck my leg. What the hell? A drop of blood falls from my leg, but strangely I like the way the pain feels. I take the safety pin to my wrist, and drag it along. I always thought that people who cut do it just to get attention, but now I understand, it is a relive of pain and it helps them. Oh my god! What am I doing? I will stop right now; I can't do this to myself.
I fall asleep, so quick it is like I'm floating on a cloud.
When I wake up I stare at my wrist. The blood has dried in a straight line across the inside of my wrist. What did I do? I was stupid and had no clue what I was doing. I am a 23-year-old woman not a 14-year-old girl. I should just man-up!
And you know what! I am going to go to a party tomorrow night and I will find a guy and I will have the best night of my life!
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What Won't Go Wrong? (On Hold)
AcakIn Ella's life nothing ever goes as planned and turns into disaster. She is 23 and still lives with her parents. She always gets into fights with her mom. All of her blind dates that her parents set up for her, turn into a fail. And her job intervie...
