Just a dream

Chapter 8....Kelli's POV

**Kelli's thoughts***

Do you ever feel like you've been slapped in the face? then go everywhere feeling like you're wearing your heart on your sleeve? That's excatly how i feel. i feel like im nothing but a peice of trash crumbled up left on the side of the road. i mean, my best friend doesn't beleive me, i've barley talked to evan and yet i have to live like everything is absolutley perfect. but guess what?!?! SURPRISE!! it's like living in hell and trying to climb out. Nobody is here for me, im all alone

"what am i supposed to do?!" i say as i scream into my pilliow. "i'm completley lost"

"jesus, where are you? i'm not supposed to be here, im supposed to be with EJ out having a good time, she's supposed to come to see my recidal. i've put up with this for the last few weeks. i cant take this. you always say you'll never give me more than what i can handle, but this is too much... YOU LIED TO ME!! how could you?! aren't you supposed to be there for me? i dont feel like you are right now" 

*knock on the door*

"who is it?" i said trying not to sound like my voice was to stranded and like i've been crying

"it's Evan" 

"come in" why is he here? i haven't talk to him since our 'first date'

"uhh.. hi" he said rubbing the back of his neck 

"what do you want" i asked with a monotone voice

"i want to apalogize" he said while looking at his shoes. can i just point out that i am trying so hard not to blush. even though he has proved to be nothing but a jerk to me i still think that he is amazingly beautiful and i dont think i'll ever stop haveing a crush on him 

"for. what?" i stopped "you were nothing but a jerk to me and its taking you this long to realize that you need to apologize?!" i was about to start yelling. "Evan, i think that you need to leave you ha---"

*BAM* 

"woah Evan, i was not expecting that, why did you do that?"

"because you are extremely beautiful when you are mad and my heart took over what my head was saying and i just... i just.. i----" 

"i get it Evan, but i still think that you were a jerk and i don't know what its going to take to forgive you"

"Listen" he stepped closer and tucked a strand of hair behind my ear "I am really sorry for what i did and i understand that it is going to take a while for you to forgive me but i need you to know that i want to make it up to you... if thats okay?" 

"Evan" that's all i can get out. i'm compeltely speechless. "uhh, yes. that is okay"

"Kelli thank you so mu---"

"but its going to take some time and a lot of work to win me over" at least thats what i'm telling him. My hearts already won over by him.

"you got it, listen i have to run i have work right now and i'll call you"

"okay Evan, ill see you around" and after that he was out the door and into his car, watching him drive away i thought that this was truley the start of something new and i am excited to see where it goes and where my heart decideds to take me.

-----------------------------------------------------------Author's Note----------------------------------------------------------

Hiya guys! 

please vote and comment. i know its been a while but im about to have a ton of free time on my hands and so i'll be updating more :) thanks for the support!