Dear N,
Sitting alone on the bed
Thinking of all the things we've just done
Take me back to the time we first met
Cause I can't live alone after you gone
"September 14th you came, I was driving when you said you're at the airport. I know I was late but I decided to go to the florist..
There you were, sitting in the corner of a waiting room.
I said hi from behind as you looked at me.
I saw you. Red hair, cute face, nice dimple.
I was so amazed and nervous couldn't say anything but smile. You hugged me..
We went to the apartment, our place..
I remember you sitting on the couch
where we shared our first kiss.
You spent 3 weeks here with me, 3 weeks that's gone so fucking fast."
A ring is not just a ring
This quiet room has memories
That day I told you to marry me
The day I know our love is real
"September 27th, I came from work. Didn't say anything not even a hug. You asked what happened? I said nothing.
Yes I was nervous when I hid the blue roses,
Yes I was nervous didn't know what to say.
That time I finally gave you the roses,
That time I put the ring on your finger.
You're so happy, so was I.
You wanted to cry, I wanted it too.
You said yes, I said I'm ready whenever you want.
Those are our promise to be together."
Every beginning has its ends,
Just like our time together had to be ended.
You asked when the tears will go away,
I said as soon as after we meet again.
October 6th, when we headed to the airport.
I held your hand every second in the car.
Now I know how it feels when we had to say goodbye.
It hurts, when I know we've been crying so much.
I want to go back in time, when I first met you at the airport
When I first saw your red hair, beautiful face, pretty smile and cute dimple
I wish I can go back in time, when I first met you at the airport
When I should have give you a proper hug
I wish I can go back in time, when I had to let you go
When I should have give you a hug, and say goodbye
Baby I love you, I always love you
We're going to see again one day, I promise you
Please don't cry it hurts me when I see you cry
I just want you to wait for me and always smile
I'll be there, for you and for us.
- E.
