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That sometimes,......I want to ask him...if does the time comes that you will love me?
That sometimes.....that I pretend to to smile even though I am hurting deeply.
That sometimes,I used to imagine you holding my hand.
Sometimes I used to lie down in bed bringing thoughts about you.
Sometimes,I used to write down What I felt about you,hoping that someday you can read it.
That sometimes that whenever I walk on the streets I used to dream that you are walking with me,laughing together.
And sometimes,I used to dive down in my own imagination so that I can think that,that certain imagination is my reality;being with you,being loved by you.
Sometimes I used to wonder,how does this time came of me loving you?
Sometimes I used to ask myself,should I keep my distance to you?
And sometimes I can even answer that question,Yes I need to,because if you continue this stupid feelings,you can no longer find yourself happy,but instead the suffering.
But if stay,what if he also love me?.....I know...I know.......that is just 1% out of 100% possibility but at least I have 1 that the only possibility I can hold on.....
And sometimes.......I used to think.....What if I will ask him....."_________ Can you love me just a day?please?......even if that is just a day my happiness is like a lifetime....please..."
Hahahahahahaha I beg for a GUY!!!!!!that used to be a guy begging for a girl.....but for me its not,I am too dumb to realized that.......that even if I beg I cant even have the love I want from him...........
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LosoweWords is not enough for me to express how I am feeling. Time is not enough for me spend it with you. Distance is not enough for me to able to touch you. Love is not an enough reason to have you. Praying is not enough to be with you. Efforts is not e...
