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I wake up at another day,a smile automatically plastered in to my face.
"Yes!!!!!I dont love him anymore!!!!!"I whispered like a crazy before I do my morning routine.
I go to school,at met my classmates,my best friend and others.
"Are you ok?"He asked,I gave him an obvious fake smile.
"Yes ofcourse why would I?"I asked him back.
My body suddenly could'nt move as a familiar feeling is going back,as he carresed my cheeks slowly and looked in to my eye deeply.
"Looks like your overexhausted"he calmly said as he noticed my eye bags got worse.
I smile evily in my mind,now he cares for me,what is he doing is he making me fall inlove with him again?huh!not again Im not that dumb to love.
"Like you even care."I harshly said...well its not just what I meant.....That phrase give a meaning or I must say a cue for him to leave me and leave in to my life.
And then he left!!!
But what am I feeling?!am I hurting?
But why would I?I dont love him anymore.

The night came,I almost kill myself that time as I cant stop crying.
I realized that,I am just making myself a fool,why?
Because I believe that I have moved on from him,but its not,instead,the more I get hurt because of him the more I love him,
Go,tell me I am an example of martyr.

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