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Promises


The day ended at wala akong ginawa kung hindi magmukmok sa kwarto ko at umiyak.

I want him to be part of my life forever. I want to promise that I'll always be there for him forever.

Pangako. Hindi man lahat ay matutupad, kakapit pa rin ako.

Ironic pero, kahit ako yung bumitaw? Kakapit pa rin ako sa mga pangako niya. Kakapit ako.

Kian
Hey
Just because we're over

Kian
Doesn't mean my love for you
would be gone forever

Kian
Always remember that I love you
and I'll always be here for you

Kian
One more thing.. I hope u know na

Kian
You're the best person I've ever met.

Promise, itatatak ko 'yan sa isip ko. Naiiyak ako ngayon mag-isa sa kwarto ko ngunit walang natulong luha. Wala ni-isa. Gusto ko nang umiyak ngunit wala, wala talaga.

Kian
I'm always here para sayo kahit ano pa man 'yan.
I promise I'll keep your letters.
Ipa-frame ko pa e.

And that, that made me tear up. Isang luha ang pumatak mula sa mata ko nang mabasa ang mga sinabi niya. Simple lang pero napasaya ako.

Fudge, I don't want it to end yet this is it. But there's no turning back right?

Kian
I love you
And I hope you heal
And if you want to come back..
just tell me.

Kai
Thank you :"(
For everything.

And I'm sorry.
Promise me we'll be friends alr?

Kian
Friends.
Cheers for that.

Kian
Let's keep ourselves happy.

Those last words he send made me even sad and happy at the same time. Hindi na muna ako nagreply dahil ayoko na muna. I feel like I'm hurting him too much.

Binitawan ko yung cellphone ko ngunit ang daming notifications.

Maganda sent a message.

Puro ganyan, napangiti pa ako sa nickname niya sa akin. It's not an endearment. I remember those times na sinet ko yung nickname na 'yan.

It was because nagsend siya ng picture na may filter na pangbabae. That's why.

Maganda is calling

Accept Decline

You missed a call from Maganda.
Tuesday at 8:39pm

Call back

u missed a call from Maganda.
Tuesday at 8:42pm

Call back

I ignored his calls.

Ang hirap pero lahat yan kinaya ko. Lahat 'yan iniwasan ko.

Ayoko lang talagang sagutin yung sagot niya. I feel like if I hear him hurt, I'll be forced to come back.

Sana nga. Sana hindi ka sumuko sa akin. Cause in the future, when I see ourselves better than we are now, I'll definitely go back to you.

LOVE CAN'T BE FRIENDSTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon