𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙚 ; 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙤 [DISCONTINUED]

the truth untold

momo realized it. at that moment she knew. who was she even to stop sana from what she's doing, from what she wants. maybe back then it was okay, since they were still teenagers with goof-ish minds. but now, now that they're mature enough to handle their own. she has no right.

"you're going over the edge momo, this stupid jealousy has to stop." sana huffed. "why are you even jealous?!"

that question. it made momo weak in her knees, vulnerable. was it time? is this the right time to tell sana what she was really feeling since their high school days up until now?

but, if she tells. will sana hate her? will sana forgive her? will sana love her back? who knows. the older was in great dilemma at that moment, she was clearly confused.

years and years of trying to hide what she was truly feeling for her bestfriend. will it have to end now? will it end like this? she did everything just to keep it from her, but she's the who will spill it all out.

was she ready?

"you're really dense huh?" momo laughed bitterly. "or im not showing it enough."

"sana." she started firmly. this time it made sana feel weak on her knees with the sudden change of tone, it was somewhat scary yet attracting in some sort of way. "for like what? almost a decade of being friends, you don't notice?"

"my little signs of showing love wasn't enough for a girl like you to notice. those times when no one was beside you, when no one seemed to give the love you truly deserve. I was the person who gave it to you. who was there for you." she pointed at herself. sana who was listening to her couldn't dorm a single word to what she just discovered.

" but fuck me. I'm just a friend. a stupid ass friend falling in love with her bestfriend unconsciously everytime their eyes met. " the tears streaming down her face made her stop. she wiped it and continued her little story.

"and who am i to think that life is some kind of drama. I know for a fact that you won't love me as much as I do. but there's a part of me hoping that you would do too. I was desperate sana. you can call me crazy or whatever, just know that it's all because of you, well you're the source. I'm not blaming you for it tho. " she sighed. thinking what else to say. what else sana should know.

" i tried forgetting you throughout the years of being a part. I successfully did. but that's what I thought. after seeing you again, I couldn't help but feel these things towards you again. falling in love with you again. falling much deeper than it should be. " saying those last words she puffed her cheeks and wiped the remaining tears from her orbs. gazing at the tongue-tied girl as she finds herself amused with everything the older has said.

" so, now that you know why im jealous. I should probably get going home now. mina might kill me." momo turned the knob with her hand and got outside. sana wanted to stop the girl, but she finds herself stuck on the floor. tears shedding from her eyes. her mind flooding with thoughts. should she be happy? she liked the girl, nevertheless she didn't expect the girl would do to. that long.

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"dahyunie! jihyo!" sana called out, running towards the two girls who went inside her room.

"why'd you call us?" jihyo asked. she was one of sana's ex's back then, same with dahyun.

"i needed someone to talk to." sana pouted. she's been feeling down since the confession momo made last four days. right now they weren't in speaking terms. just like the old days. they didn't do anything to help their current situation that was bugging them day and night.

" what is it?" dahyun asked softly guiding themselves towards the couch. "tell us."

"well... there's this girl I like. and she confessed to me. after that we started ignoring each other- hey why are you guys laughing?!" sana asked, irritated when the two girls grinned at her.

"you guys are like teenagers, shy when it comes to love. you should be like jihyo-unnie, bold enough to ask daniel out." dahyun said.

"yeah, look at us now. happy and lively as ever." dahyun nodded in approvement as to what jihyo just said.

"but I don't know how. I'm dating someone that time, and probably agreed to be her girlfriend..." the squirrel told, whispering the last part.

"do you even like that girl?" asked the confused pale girl. sana sighed at that question. she likes tzuyu, but she loves momo.

"i do..."

"but you love the other girl?"

"who is this 'other girl' anyways?" jihyo put her hands on her waist, acting cute with no reason.

"hirai momo." the older stated. suddenly the pale girl thought of something, it feels like she heard that name before.

"i recognize that name..."

"yeah, my bestfriend back then in high school."

"gurl, what did you just say?! that overprotective girl?!" the youngest exclaimed covering her mouth with her palms. acting all shocked.

"yep."

"gurl, don't let go of her."

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I dunno what's happening anymore, I'm rushing everything up okay. but yeet. Ur gurl dahyun giving advices.