𝙧𝙖𝙞𝙣 𝙤𝙣 𝙢𝙚 ; 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙤 [DISCONTINUED]

where are you?

the blonde haired girl was walking to mina and momo's shared condo. ready to face the older who confessed to her days ago. she's ready to talk about what she's feeling despite already having tzuyu as her lover.

as every step she takes, she thinks of what words she'll say to momo. how she'll say everything.

as every step she takes, she's already infronf on their room. having second thoughts if she should knock or not. the nervous squirrel took a deep breath first before knocking.

but no one opened it.

another knock. still no answer.

her brows rose in confusion. where could momo be? maybe she's with mina and their friends nayeon and jeongyeon.

she took her phone from her bag, dialing nayeon's number 'cause she doesn't want to talk to momo yet. not indirectly, she wants to talk to her face to face.

her phone began to ring, and after a couple of it. nayeon answered the phone.

"hello?"

"oh hey, nayeon. I just wanna ask are you with momo? or do you know where she is?"

silence was heard from the other line.

"you don't know?" nayeon finally spoke.

"don't know what?"

"momo and mina are already back in japan, i think three or four days ago?"

it broke her heart for like the millionth time. momo left her again.

without saying a word, she hung up and leaned on the door. slowly sitting against it. the temperature suddenly dropped, she felt cold. bringing up her knees, hugging it in attempt to search for warmth. sobbing quietly as she continues on blaming herself, blaming herself 'cause she was a coward. never confessing to the girl she loves right away.

blaming herself why she dated a person she only sees as a friend. why she agreed on being tzuyu's girlfriend, even tho the feelings aren't mutual.

"babe!" tzuyu greeted ever so happily to her "girlfriend" when she arrived. running up to the girl to give a warm hug.

as much as sana loves skin ships, she didn't feel like it today. or maybe any other day, now that something very important in her life came back and eventually left.

"i missed you." tzuyu's hug only got tighter and started raining kisses on sana's face, tho the said girl isn't enjoying it as much as the latter, she has endure it since, well, it's all her fault. the younger believed the lies sana threw at her.

the young model stopped being clingy and held her "lovers" hand, dragging themselves to the couch, where tzuyu was watching some drama's waiting for sana to come back.

"where did you go anyways?"

"got out with some friends."

"but you said you were going to momo's condo earlier?"

the squirrel got stunned for a sec, thinking what excuse will come out of her mouth. "y-yeah, momo is my friend isn't she?"

"yeah, I know..."

sana felt really guilty, this is indeed all her fault. if she just said the truth, that she only sees her as a friend. she wouldn't be in this situation right now. she knows, she'll hurt the girl soon.

"hey what's with the long face, missed me that much?" she cooed, chuckling at herself for doing so.

"I missed you very very much." tzuyu pouted, sana didn't hesitate on wrapping the girl around her arms, giving her the warmest cuddle she could give as of now.

"I love you, tzuyu."

"I love you, too. so so much."

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"tzuyu-yah, I was thinking of maybe... going to Japan."

"permanently or like a vacation?"

"no! it's only for a couple of weeks or a month. you up for it?" she smiled.

"I'd love that, but... I'll be busy for like weeks, babe. tho you can still go there if you want to." once again, sana felt guilty. tzuyu was kind and very considerate. she wasn't selfish. but look at sana. she's been keeping secrets from her lover.

"you sure?" sana asked. she knows the girl will miss her so much. not that she's so full of herself. one time she bought some snacks for them, and guess what? tzuyu was messaging her nonstop. asking if she's okay and stuff. and the store was only miles from where they live.

"yup, I want my girlfriend to be happy." she pinched sana's cheeks, the squirrel pouted and rubbed it to ease the tad amount of pain she felt.

"you're so cute." tzuyu kissed the cheek that she pinched.

just then her lips found its way on the latter's small lips, finding it very sweet as always when she claimed the girl's lips. thinking that she owned them.

when she knew for a fact, she didn't.

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a/n

a shitty christmas present for those who were patient enough waiting for this book to update.

hope you had fun reading this boring chapter! hahahahahaha

(This chapter just revolves around satzu's relationship (?) where sana's been lying to her lover. I know, boring as fuq.)