I guess, I won the "I love you more" Game.

No Chance pt. 2

(Y/N)'s POV

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???: "(Y/n), How's life treating you? Good, I suppose eh?" She cheerfully grins.

'No, It's been a grueling, depressing hell'  I thought in my head.

(Y/n): "Oh Uhm-. yeah, It's been g-good... How about you?" Forcing myself to say it with a somewhat happy tone.

I'm gross, pathetic, worthless... The feeling of straight-up lying on one of your friends, especially to her disgust me.

Look at me, A pitiful boy who has been suppressing his feelings just so he could not be seen as a weakling.

A pitiful boy who still has feelings for a girl who didn't even acknowledge it and already has someone.

A pitiful boy who can't move on.

It was disgusting, weak, horrific, vile, how laughable...

I feel tired, I feel nauseous, I feel like I wanna puke, I feel something wet dripping from my chin, I feel my mouth drying every second, I feel the shaking on my knees, I feel like I'm suffocating, I feel like I'm stuck in dark and small room., I feel I'm helpless, I feel the cold touch of someone's hand on my neck, I feel like I wanna die.

Please...

<><>Flashback<><>

3/5 months before Graduation Day. 

I would grab a carrot from its basket, inspecting it making it sure it's fresh. I then smell the carrot, don't know why I do that but I feel like I'm a professional chef assessing his ingredients before tossing it on the pan.

'Right.' I did a small nod in acceptance, seeing it's good enough and put it in my basket.

Looking down at my basket looks like I got everything I need. 

I made my way towards the cashier, grabbing a cold bottle of carbonated soft drink on the way. once I reached the edge of the cashier area.

It was pretty packed, to say the least, I looked at the huge clock on the left wall. It's 5 pm I gotta hurry home but with this long ass line, It's pretty well to say that I'm gonna be late. 

'Sorry, Auntie and Sophie. You two gonna have to wait.' I sincerely apologize in my mind while putting both of my palms together and closing my eyes for a sec.

I pulled out my scroll and checked Grimgram, I started to scroll down. A picture caught my interest, it was a poster of the next Vytal Tournament match. The poster has a crimson background with a dark yellow sun setting down, above is all of the symbols of the 4 kingdoms combined to one. 

One the left is a pale person with white hair and bright blue eyes, his appearance screams the Schnee family. Well, considering he is a Schnee I guess he can be excused. His face I could say is goddamn handsome, it's like a perfect face of a scandalous prince that seduces girls for breakfast, brunch, lunch, and dinner. I hate good looking guys. 

Anyways he is holding a sword like a cane, it seems he has another sword but it is in a scabbard.

The opposite of him is a girl, probably 18. She has a tan complexion with light brown hair and hazel eyes. she has this kind of dependable aura, If I had to guess she is probably from Vacuo. She is holding mechanical-looking Khopesh behind her nape.

In the center is a text that says 'Team ACES vs Team DSRT'. 

(Y/n): "So, this is the famous Team ACES that people talking about, huh..." Silently whispered to myself.