adopted by black veil brides

chapter 2

*unedited*

Linkins POV

I wake up crying again. obviously someone heard me and they run in 'its okay link shh' i hear Ashley say i just keep on crying he picks me up and carries me somewhere i lean into his shoulder 'shh shes okay Andy don't worry' Ash says to Andy when we stop he sits me on the bed i'm guessing we are in his room 'shh its okay' he says rocking me gently 'its not okay' i whisper 'it is Link its okay' he says 'no its not Ash i'm fucked up and no one loves me' i say 'don't say that your not fucked up and we love you' he says 'i am fucked up Ashley i have a fucked up life and i hate myself and wish i was never born' i say i can tell that my piercing blue eyes are a dark cloudy blue color ' no your not, and don't wish that and please don't hate yourself' he says 'whats the time?' i ask finally calmed down a little 'its almost 6. get some sleep the interview is at 1' he says i just nod and lay down and feel him lay down and wrap m in his arms 'i love you. we all do remember that' he says just before i fall asleep.

i wake up suddenly look around almost forgetting where i am and i realize i'm in Ashley's room i accidentally wake him up by sitting up 'i'm sorry i didn't mean to wake you' i say 'its okay we have to get up anyway he says getting up and kissing my forehead 'i don't wanna walk' i say ' okay come here' he says a picking me up i put my head in his shoulder and he carries me to the kitchen 'you hungry?' he asks i shake my head 'you sure you haven't eaten since you came here' he says worried 'i'm sure' i say 'okay then' he says 'go get ready you two we have to leave in and hour' Andy comes in and says i drag myself off my seat and walk up to my room i got to the bathroom and turn the shower on and wait for it to heat up, once its heated up i take my clothes off and hop in i wash my hair and body and just think for a bit then get out i get a towel and wrap it around me and walk to my closet and find my black ripped jeans a black shirt saying i don't have a short temper i have a quick reaction to bullshit a black jumper and my black converse i go to the bathroom and brush and straighten my hair. i do my makeup and teeth and grab my phone and walk down stairs i fine Ashley Jinxx and CC downstairs i sit next to Ashley and lean on his shoulder, Andy comes in a few minutes later and we all leave.

when we get to the interview i have to stay backstage but i can hear everything they say 'so guys welcome thank you so much for coming. my name is Hailie' the interviewer says 'pleasure to be here' Andy says 'so guys you were spotted at the mall with a young girl, who is she?' Hailie asks 'well we recently adopted her and her name is Linkin' Andy says 'is she here?' Hailie asks no i'm not if you say i'm here i will fucking kill you Andy 'yes shes backstage i can go get her if you like' Ashley says fuck you Ashley Purdy i think as he walks up to me 'come on' he says and i follow him on stage and sit in the ground at his feet, i like to sit to the ground 'hello Linkin how are you?' Hailie asks me 'good' i say quietly 'so whats it like living with BVB?' she asks 'its good there all really cool but then again they can be annoying at times' i say she just nods and asks everyone questions when its time to leave i'm the first to get up and leave 'i hate you' i say to Ashley 'its not my fault' he says defensively 'yes it is' i say stubbornly i go to the car and sit in the very back. 

when we get home i go to my room and go on twitter and see a lot of new followers and some tweets some good, mostly bad though i ignore them all except one it cuts deep it says;

@linkinbiersack no one give a shit about you your just for publicity and your just another emo faggot go kill your self

i just start crying and go to the bathroom aand punch the mirror my kuckles bleed and i pick up a peice of broken glass and cut myself. i promised myself i wouldnt do it anymore but i am

Ashleys POV

i hear something crash upstairs 'guys did you hear that?' i ask the just nod 'ill go and check on Linkin' i say and run up to her room i walk to her bathroom and see the door wide open with Linkin on the ground her mirror broken and her knuckles and wrists are bleeding 'oh my god Linkin' i say shocked and pick her up i take her out of her bathroom and set her on her bed. 'don't move' i say and go to get the first aid kit. when i go back up i see the has a bit of broken glass to her thigh she crying. i close her door and take the broken glass off her and clean all of the blood off her and put bandages on her knuckles and wrists when i'm done i just hug her not saying a word 'it'll all be okay in the end Link' i say 'no it wont Ash nothing will be okay i should just die!' she says into my chest 'no you shouldn't! don't say that we all love you and we don't want anything to happen to you' i say 'p-please don't t-tell A-A-Andy' she stutters 'okay i won't' i say 

Linkins POV

i just hug Ashley for what seems like forever his scent is so comforting he smells like leather and cologne and i like it he goes to get up but i stop him 'don't go' i say 'okay' he says and picks me up 'where are we going?' i ask worriedly 'i'm taking you somewhere' he says 'we'll be back' Ash yells to no one in particular and grabs his keys and puts me in his car, we drive to and old park he gets out and picks me up and takes me to and old swing set and puts me on one of the swings and he goes and sits on the other one, i get up and sit on the ground in front of him, hes staring off into space i can tell hes thinking 'what are you thinking about?' i ask 'oh nothing' he says he comes and sits next to me and we just play with the bark chips i glance over at his arm and see his sleeve is pulled up a bit and i can see something that looks like some scars 'whats that?' i ask motioning towards his wrist 'uh nothing' he says and pulls his sleeve down quickly 'Ashley are you okay?' i ask him looking at him worried 'i'm fine' he says 'okay' i say laying down and resting my head in his lap he looks down at me and just plays with my hair 'your gonna have to tell to others sooner or later. or they will find out for themselves' Ashley says 'i know but i can tell him later' i say 'whatever you say' he says getting up 'come on we better get back' he says i put my arms up for him to pick me up ad he does and puts me in his car 'whats the time?' i ask 'about 4 he answers 'he Ash?' i ask 'yeah?' he answers 'can i maybe go to school?' 'ill talk to Andy about it okay?' he says i just nod and we sit in silence, not an awkward silence just silence 

when we get home he picks me up and i dig my head into his neck he takes me up to my room and goes to put me down but i hold on tighter. he eventually gives up trying and takes me to his room 'i'm cold' i say shivering and realize i'm only wearing a short sleeved shirt and some jeans... in the middle of winter 'here' he says as he throws a jumper at me it smells like him 'ill be in my room' i say and leave 

i go to my room and see that the bathroom is how it was when i left no one has touched it i just get my laptop and sit on my bed a while later Andy comes up and sits on my bed as well 'so you wanna go to school?' he asks i nod 'pass me your laptop i know a school' he says and i pass it to him, when he turns it around i see hes on the webpage for a private school 'what o ya think?' he asks 'yeah okay' i say 'okay ill call them and get you enrolled' he says and leaves. i get really tired so i just go to sleep.

A/N

hey guys shitty chapter i know. don't ask i like drama and nobody knows why lol anyways hope you liked to chapter ill update again today cos im bored and shit lol

byee xx