adopted by black veil brides

chapter 10

*unedited*

Linkins POV

when i wake up i see that im on the couch, i find my phone and check the time and see that its almost 9:30 so that means the guys have gone for there other interview and show and will most likely be back soon, i just sit up and watch tv for a bit.

when they get back they all come and sit with me 'hey' they all say 'hi' i say 'how was it?' i ask 'good' they say 'so about before' ashley starts' i just get up and slam the door to my room, the good thing about this hotel is that they have seperate rooms in the rooms, i just sit against the bed facing the door, then someone knocks on the door 'linkin please let me in' andy says 'fuck off andy' i say throwing something at the door 'can i come in?' ashley says 'fine but only ash' i say, when he comes in he closes the door 'CC dont fucking try to listen' i yell 'fine' he yells back, i hear him walk away, ash comes and sits next to me 'you okay?' he asks 'yes ash im grand, i only get told to die everyday' i say 'of corse im fucking not okay!' i almost yell, putting my head in my knees 'im just a fucking waste of air' i say starting to cry 'im just fucked up' i add 'no your not' he says 'oh yeah? explain why i have fucking anger management issues, and that im fucking suicidal?' i yell, he just stays quiet 'thats what i thought' i say getting up 'im going for a walk' i yell clearly pissed off as i get my phone and walk out.

andy's POV

when linkin walks out we all just look at one another, then ash walks in 'what just happened?' CC asks and we all look at ash 'uh i told her that she wasnt fucked up and she yelled at me and then just left' he says clearly a bit confused 'where do you think she went?' jinxx asks 'who knows' i say 'should we call her? i saw her grab her phone' CC asks 'not yet lets just give her some space' ash says

Linkins POV

after about an hour of just walking, my phone goes off, i check it and see that andy is trying to call me, i just ignore it and decide to go back to the hotel, and somehow i manage to  remember exactly how to get back, when i get there i walk up to the room, when i walk in all the guys come to hug me, i just walk past them and go sit in the corner of the couch, andy comes and sits next to me, i just lean on him, i check the time and see its almos 11:30, how i must have been gone longer then i thought, i reach for my earphones and put rebel love song on and end up falling asleep

i wake up to someone practically jumping on me, i see its CC 'CC get off me' i say as i roll off the couch 'come on' he says grabbing my arms and dragging me somewhere, all of a sudden the floor changes from carpet to tiles, he has dragged me to the kitchen? 'we told you to get her up not fucking drag her here' jake says 'well one thing led to another and shit happened jake' CC says 'yeah and by shit he actually means jumping on me, me rolling off the couch and then him dragging me here' i say getting up 'now, why the fuck do you want me up?' i ask 'we got the day off and where going somewhere' jinxx says 'where?' i ask 'who knows' andy says 'fine ill go get ready i guess' i say walking away. i dont bother showering because i had one yesterday, so i just go to my suitcase and choose a pair of black ripped jeans and black knee high converses and a falling in reverse shirt, i get my makeup and hairbrush and straightener and go to the bathroom, i brush my hair and straighten it, then i do my make up as i always do, when im done i put it all back and walk to the kitchen to get a drink 'here have this' ashley says giving me some food 'im not hungry' i say 'you say that every time one of us tries to give you something to eat' he says 'and?' i ask 'and you need to eat something' he says 'but im not hungry' i say 'thats bullshit' i hear andy say from behind me, i turn around and see the others are there

they all come and sit at the counter, andy picks me up and puts me on the counter so that im facing all the others 'either you dont eat or your just not hungry and im pretty sure no one is never hungry' CC says, shit he got me there 'so your saying im no one?' i ask 'what?' he asks 'you saying im no one because you said no one is never hungry and im never hungry' i say 'bullshit' andy says 'okay fine, the reason why i dont eat is because i never got fucking fed, everyone hated me and said i wasnt worth waisting food on, so they would give me any, so i would end up going out to get my own food, until i got tired of fucking finding my own food that i just stopped' i say starting to cry, they just sit there no knowing what to say 'so are we like gonna go?' CC asks and thank god he did or else things would have gotten a shit ton more awkwarder, everyone agrees so we all get up and leave