Positive. Why did it have to be positive? Tears filled my eyes and leaked down my face.
"Derek!!!! Derek, im too young to be having a baby. Im scared and im never going to make it through a pregnancy!!!!"
He wrapped his arms around me and kissed the top of my head.
"its ok Sammy. We are keeping this baby and you will do fine. Lets get back to the campsite. Talk to Cassie about it."
When we returned to the campsite, Cassie and Felix were laying on the hammock together. Cassie had tears in her eyes and was shivering. I ran up to her and lead her into the tent. We sat on the couch and i decided to tell her.
"cassie i have something to tell you. Promise not to tell my parents?"
"i promise"
"Derek and i had.... sex last night. I took three test and im pregnant!"
"you are!!!! Thats what me and Felix were talking about! Im scared. You know my dad! he will be ashamed of me and will tell everyone!!!!"
"i know and we dont need to tell them yet. Im afraid to tell my parents. They are known around the world just because they were on Big Brother. I refuse to let the world know!" We hugged and spent the rest of the summer together.
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I got home yesterday. Derek had been very nce this summer. He would rub my tummy and whisper. Felix was in shock but warmed to the idea of being a dad. We had all graduated and were responsible! Derek and Felix were being very secretive this last week though. Tonight they were taking Cassie and I to the look out hill. It was a hidden one that we found by accident. I put on an island blue dress with white flats. I pulled on a white cardigan and looked at my tummy. It wasnt showing yet, but i needed a doctor. I was telling my parents tomorrow. I waited for Derek to come at 7. We met Cassie and Felix at the hill and had a picnic. Before we left, the boys stopped. Felix grabbed cassies had, and derek grabbed mine. Both of them got down on one knee and said, "will you marry me?" Cassie and I squeled and yelled "YES YES YES!!!!!!" When i got home that night, i ran into the living room.
"mom and dad guess what!!!!!" i was bouncing up and down
"what!?"
"DEREK PROPOSED TO ME TONIGHT!!!!!!"
MY mom ran up and hugged me and my dad smiled. They said congrats and i went to bed. THis was a happy night :)
