Fuck it.

Chapter 3

I wake up the next morning in my bathroom and all I smell is the blood on the floor. "Shit" I mumble I get the black towel and start cleaning it up before Jess comes in and finds the mess. Right after it's all cleaned up I jump on my bed and Jess walks in the door looking like a complete mess. She blew her hair out of here face before saying " Can we not speak about it ?" In a dull tone with a blank expression. "Umm, ya sure " Jess mouthes a thank you and walks to the bathroom and guess what I hear, puking I roll my eyes and walk to the bathroom laughing. After I hold Jess's hair back while she lets it all out she looks at my new cuts I forgot to cover. " Danni " she says with tears in her eyes and that's when I broke in two, breaking down hugging Jess as she says " You have to stop this, it's gonna kill you Danni. " but that's know where near the truth because the thing is........I'm already dead.
___________________________After I talked to Jess about everything we were on are way to meet the gang. Just as were on are way sneaking through the hallways I bump into someone, Jess thinks it's a guard so she bolts, but I realize it's just Kyle. " Kyle Jackson " I put my hands on my hips with a shocked expression on my face. " This is your second day, eager are we to commit your first crime here. " Kyle laughs and puts his arm on my shoulder " Uh no just getting back from walking, but it looks like your about to do something illegal, I want in."
" What if I don't want you in ? "
" Well that's to bad because I'm gonna make my way in. " He starts to circle me like I'm the bait. " So the choice is yours Danni" he comes super close to me to the point where I can feel his breath " Are you gonna let me in, or am I gonna have to barge in?" I stare in his eyes and glance at his chapped lips I want to kiss them but instead I say " I guess your going to meet the. '
Throwaways' tonight then "and smile.
___________________________Kyle P.O.V
As we're sneaking around the hall almost out of this hell hole, but then a guard stars walking down the same hallway so I pull Danni into a random class room and we hide under a teachers desk. Danni completely understands why I did this and stays quite then the guard walks in the only way we could both fit under the desk was for her to sit legs crossed in my lap. were just looking at each other and she just smiling. The guard says " Come out NOW!" But like hell I know and Danni knows where not giving up that easily. I'm messing with Danni hand the guard still looking for us I pull up the sleeve on her jacket and see the cuts, Danni looks at them as then looks up at me and mouthes the words "I had to." And she puts her head in between my neck and I start to kiss the cuts.The reason why I pulled her sleeve was because I saw pull them down every second today. The guard finally leaves and we stand up and leave once were outside and in the woods I grad Danni's hand and say "Hey, look." barely above a whisper and I lift my shirt to show her my scars. Danni's eyes pop out as she runs her fingers over the scars. " Why?" is all she can ask. " It's a long story that's saved for when were closer to each other. I love Danni, but don't trust her all the way just yet and I'm sure she's the same way.
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As we're walking in the forest we see a fire starting and people talking this must be we're going Danni turns around and stops me. " Now if we get to wild for you Kyle you could leave and we won't judge you, ok ?" She says it in a lip pout with a baby voice. I laugh my ass off, she thinks that she is to wild for me. " Danni ,do you really think you're to wild for me?"
"Oh I know so."
"Ok we will see." I lean up close to her " Is it weird that I'm sexually attracted to you ?" I asked her. "No is it weird that I want to kiss you ?" Danni asked with this wanting and love I see in her eyes as if she wants my touch that she never got. " Well then what do you want to do about it Danni ?" She leans leans in and whispers on my lips "Nothing." and she starts to walk away. "One thing you need to know about me Kyle is that I'm not a love story, you can't get to me with those corny little games." I sit there shocked at what just happened. She rolls her eyes and pulls me " Come on let's go meet the Throwaways."