Fuck it.

Chapter 4

Danni's P.O.V

After Kyle put on that little stunt I grab his hand and pull him to meet the Throwaways. I see Toby and I run up to him and jump on his back. " TOBY!!"
he chuckles and says hi just like Peter and Michael did. " I would like you to meet someone, his name is Kyle." I point to Kyle while he waves at them. Michael whispers to me " Danni why the hell did you bring someone who doesn't even look like he has done a crime in his life?" His eyes pouring into me like a failed them but I completely understand why he doesn't want Kyle here he is just like me, very closed up. "Guys...." I roll my eyes " give him a chance, I know he seems like gods angel sent from above, but try to be cool with him, he is actually a really bad person just like us." Peter, Toby, and Michael look at each other and Peter finally speaks up and says " Fine we will give him a chance just for you Danni." I run up to him and hug him " Thanks Peter!" they all laugh at me. "Hey Danni" Toby takes me to the side fiddling with the lip ring in his mouth. He looks like something is really bothering him.
" Yep Toby." he looks at me like he's about to break my heart or something which I know he isn't about to do. "Danni I want to not bring more people in the group of ours it's already a family and I don't want anyone messing this up."I look up at him and see his green
eyes looking back at me begging for me to understand were he is coming from. " So do you want Kyle to leave? "
" No, I just don't every body knowing about this and wanting to join it like were some club." I agree with him because the last thing I want is a bunch of people begging to join because they want to be punk or grunge for a day." Ok Toby I wont bring anyone else to do.....this." I motion my hands around so he knows what I'm referring to. "Thanks Danni."
"No problem. So where is Jess and the rest?" Toby fiddles with his hair " Um, they went to go get the stuff." I know what he is referring to when he says 'that stuff ' it's weed. A bolt of energy runs through me when he said it. I get so happy when I have it in my hands. Toby sees the smile that creeps on my face and starts smiling to we both love it that's how we met, smoking weed in an abandon building. He found me there crying on some ripped up couch and he stepped up to me bending down to my level I didn't know why he was doing this but he pulled out some weed and said " This right here will stop the crying okay?" His eyes were serious his jaw clenched as he looked at me. " This one thing will make all your dreams come true do you understand?" And I moved my head up and down and tried it. Somehow he knew what my dream was at the time. My dream was to not be in pain anymore, and the rest is history. Toby guides me back to the fire and I see Jess, Cate, and Megan walking to the bonfire with the stuff. " Are you ready ?" Peter whispers to me as I smirk " Give me the lighter and I will show you how ready I am.
Kyle P.O.V
I see Jess and some others coming from the trees with something in their hands they walk past me to Danni and everyone else there. I look at Danni and her eyes light up when looks down at their hands. I didn't realize it was weed until Danni runs over to get some. I sit on the opposite side of the bonfire talking to Michael while Danni starts to get high. Michael starts to speak. " you like her, Danni I mean."
" Ya, I guess I do "
" Well keep in mind i went to jail murder so I can beat you up pretty bad." he starts to light his cigarette looking up at the black dark sky with scattered stars. " Well, I'm a robber so I can get myself out of plenty situations. He smirks at me, "We will see sooner or later cause you're gonna mess up with Danni. You see once a person gets something that thing starts to lose it's value in that persons eyes." Michael looks at me with seriousness. " I'm just trying to be a friend." I say smoothly. " Good, because to many people have hurt that girl." he motions his head toward Danni. "And your not about to be on that list." I nod my head without saying a word as he goes back to smoking. as the night goes on I see Danni across from the fire burning into the ground, I watch as the smoke leaves her lips,it looks as if two people dancing across the invisible floor going higher and higher into the sky until they separate and disappear in darkness. I look back at Danni laughing at the smoke being in the state she is in she finds it amusing. And then I realized that Danni is a piece of art and all I want to do is look at it.