When I woke up I decided to let everyone sleep for a little while. I did my morning routine and went down to the gym from the hotel. I needed to sweat some of my anxiousness. My wolf for some reason have been feeling a little off and I haven't been able to shake it off.
I lift some weights and ran in the treadmill for an hour. Whoever exercise daily in this machine is really a joke this is nothing. I had to do it because I couldn't go to a park and risk my friends to pack wolves. This would have to do for now, at least til we get back home and I'm able to let her out.
I went back to my room to take a shower and change my clothes to a dark blue jean and a black v-neck. I let my hair down in waves and only put some eyeliner.By the time I walked downstairs to eat breakfast everyone had already sat down with their plate. The table they were on looked like they took all the food. We eat more then a regular human yet we always fit because of our wolves and how often we run.
We decided to go to the mall to buy ourselves some swimming suit so we can enjoy the pool and jacuzzis in the hotel.
We decided to walked there, the day felt fresh and it is nice to just walk. Everyone was holding hand with their mates but me. Even the human were enjoy the day out as couples and in my heart I felt sad yet I was getting angry.
"I'm going to meet you guys at the food court like yesterday. I need some time for myself", I said as we walked inside the mall.
They looked at me with worried faces and I heard one of the girls say "she probably need to be laid she's been moody" and one of the guys just said to leave me alone. I just walked faster because if I would had turned around I would have took her neck out.
I walked to Victoria Secret since is my favorite store to shop for undies and most of my chill clothes. I found this nice looking one piece tiger print monokini that will do for me. I bought a new perfume I've been dying to get but never have and a few undies and some flip flops.
I was walking towards the food court to get me a snack while I waited for everyone else since I was early and found myself with the same guy as yesterday.
"I thought you was leaving", he said.
"I never said I was leaving I just said we were passing by without looking for trouble. We'll be gone before you know we just want to enjoy the mall before we take off".
"Let's hope you are right and hopefully the Alpha will not get to you before you leave", he said and walked away.
I was eating me a cinnamon roll with a chocolate milk when the crew walked to the table I was seating.
"Hey we going to get some lunch do you want something?" Jacob asked.
"Nah I'm going to stick with my snack maybe order something later at the hotel or something. You guys go ahead I'll be right here. Actually I'm going to move over there to the combine tables so we can all stay together".
"I'll stay here Jacob, I'll have pizza as always with a lemonade", Leila said.
They walked away and when they were out with the crowd Leila turned to me."What's going on Sabrina? You haven't been yourself lately. Are you alright?" Leila asked me holding my hand feeling worried.
"I just feel edgy everything is getting to me, I feel lonely, envy about the couples around me. My wolf is anxious and I haven't been able to shake it ever since we got to this state". I said letting out a sigh.
"You know before I met Jacob maybe a couple days before I was feeling like that. I don't know if is the same thing but once I found Jacob I presume my wolf was anxious because she felt his presence but didn't know where to start looking for him".
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Sabrina
WerewolfA shewolf who doesn't want to learn her past but looks forward to what's her future to become. Would she like what her future awaits her?