Hey.
So, I can't take it anymore. I can't
What I'm seeing, it's terrifying. I can't.
I feel like it's slowly killing me.
So I'm telling my parents.
I'm telling my parents that I need to see a doctor I need to know what the hell is going on.
Because I don't think I can live like this anymore. Today or Sunday.
My cousin is coming on Saturday and I know she'll understand.
But she's going through her own stuff, I want to support her through it I don't want to add more problems onto her.
I don't know what to do.
I want to tell
I need to tell them. Because it's fucking terrifying.
It's killing me.
But I don't want them to think that I'm insane
I don't want to be the troubled one
I don't want to be a problem, a bother.
I don't know what to do.
