All My Love (s4s)

Realization

Shake in the media

Akyrah
This past month has been nothing but enjoyable for me. That's because I've been spending most of my time with Dani. Her presence is addicting to be in. By now I think it's safe to say I've fallen for her.

I know you might think it's way to early for me to be able to determine that. But this girl's vibe is dangerous. I'm thinking about her 24/7. She sends me good morning and night texts. Just a bunch of headass puppy love shit.

The only problem is, I still don't know for sure if she likes me. I mean she gives me little kisses on my cheek, holds my hand, and buys me lunch. We're practically married. But she could just be toying with me. It's happened to me before. That's why I'm afraid to ask her about us. So i'll just have to wait it out.

Right now, I'm chilling at Jae's house. Almost every weekend since we were kids, we've had sleepovers. She's been my best friend since kindergarten. I honestly couldn't imagine life without her.

"That girl has been on my dick since high school. I wish she'd leave me the fuck alone." Jae said rolling her eyes

"I don't know why you don't just give her a chance. I mean who else is gonna like your big headed ass?" I said laughing

Jae sighed ,"I want to, but I don't want to hurt her feelings. She's basically in love with me. I'm just not comfortable with all that right now."

Our friend, Pricila, has had a crush on Jae for years now. We were introduced to her at the carnival. When her eyes landed on Jae, you could see her eyes light up. After that night, any chance she gets to be around Jae, she takes it.

Jae is always blacking on her for putting her arm around her shoulder while we're walking to class. She leaves her little love notes on her car. Even brings her snacks. But Jae just won't admit that she likes her back. I know she does because whenever Pri is close, Jae turns beet red. She stutters a lot too.

I think Jae is just afraid to be dominated. She's never been with a stud before, and Pri is not a bottom at all. Well, maybe for Jae she'll make an exception.

"Maybe you should just put your pride aside, and stop frontin' on her. I honestly think she has your best interest at heart. After all this time, she's never looked at anyone the way she looks at you. And you guys would have cute babies." I said smirking at my last comment

"Yeah, whatever. Enough about her." she blushed, "What about you?"

"What are you talking about?" I ask furrowing my eyebrows

She straight faced me, "Don't act stupid. You think we don't notice about you and Shake? I'm surprised you guys haven't started fucking in the halls yet."

"Bitch shut up. I don't even really know if she likes me." Frowning, my mind drifts off to her.

I wonder what she's up too right now.

Shake
"Mmm, fuck!" I moan out

Here I am. Touching myself to the thought of Kyrah. I wish I had the courage to tell her I want to be with her. Then maybe it would be her touching me right now.

She's been the only thing keeping me calm. I happen to have really bad anxiety, but ever since I met her i've been extremely relaxed. I just want her to be mine already. I've been trying to ask her, but I keep bitching out.

I speed up the pace of my hand as my breathing intensifies.

"Mm Kyrah.." I breathe out. As I was about to slip my finger inside my honey pot, my phone started ringing.