Each time I look at the sun rise
I see pain
The thought of an endless cycle of energy
The moon chasing the sun... Or is it vice versa
Who cares
Mom told me each time under the mango tree
' Son, one day you'll find a queen just like me'
I'd look at her, laugh and throw the thought away
That was till I met you
In the Elizabethan times you would have passed for royalty
The perfection of your imperfections
The intoxicating air of brilliance
I thought were made to be
An embodiment of the moon and the ocean spirits
I thought we were the perfect balance
Like yin and yang
An endless cycle of love
Push and pull
I thought I found my dream
Turns out I was living a dream
And I woke up
You woke me up
Reality sucks
I wished this was all a movie
Probably by the end of the day if go back home
Satisfied for having played my role perfectly
The number of times I wished it was just a badly written script
I lived a lie
You didn't lie to me
I did
I convinced myself I was worth love
I was worth somebody like you
I pictured myself a reason for your happiness
I forgot myself for you
Turns out I was the villain in this story
I should never have given myself hope
I'm a hopeless romantic
If you ever tell my tale
Paint me as the villain I am
That way no one will forget me
I couldn't replace Romeo
But I guess I can be his opposite
Burry me in a tomb next to prison
Because I died in chains... Captive to my own self
Before you forget me tell me how stupid I was
Tell me how immature I acted
I guess this is the balance I get
My wit outwitted me
I became stupid because I was not
This whole life shit just did a reverse on me
Yes this is the type of balance I get
No yin and yang for me
No fire and ice
No moon and ocean spirits
Just a clash of personality
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