Taeyong's POV
I feel sorry.
I feel bad.
I feel useless.
I let out the words that I know will surely hurt him. I know how sensitive he is when it comes to these stuffs and I know how much he hates me right now. He is supposed to trust me. I'm the captain of his life.
I'm the one that carves his path.
I know that Mark is capable of what I'm not. But still, I want to protect him. Time will come and I will fade away like those leaves, withering and falling down, with no one caring.
But I failed.
I know that he is confused, I know how the thoughts in his mind are running like it's on a marathon. I know how much these kinds of situations irritate him.
I know.
I sit on my bed, regrets filling my soul. Laying on my soft white sheets, inhaling the smell of my own scent. Looking around my red shaded room.
Staring at the ceiling makes me think like drops of blood will shower me.
The walls painted with the shade of red makes me feel like it will suffocate me.
The withered roses arranged at the base of my bedside table calls me to prick my finger on its sharp thorns.
The quiet atmosphere makes me hear things.
'Clusterless supremes don't belong to SuperM.'
'You are more of a nanny than a supreme, you are no use.'
'I doubt that your skills are not enough to survive this cruel world.'
'I still wonder why you managed to live here when you were born at Earth. How do you cheat, Lee Taeyong?'
'The crimes you have done reflects all the bloody red paints that surrounds you.'
I love it.
I fought by myself all these time and I never complained. I never shouted for help, I remained strong.
I don't need anyone else, I already knew a lot. From the past that I will never forget, I have the ability to correct those awful mistakes.
Until I feel someone again.
He is here again.
The king, the unpredictable supreme. Praised by all supremes. Who have proved that he is worthy of his chosen thrown.
"Is that how you race a kid Taeyong?" Kai coldy asks, teleporting himself here.
I roll my eyes. "A supreme knows values. Is it really hard to knock Kim Kai?" I had enough of him, because of him, I was harsh on Mark Lee.
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