My Not So Straight Lovestory

Beginning

She's so cool
She's so attractive
She's so charming

I really,
Really,
Admire her..

Her name is Angel Pren, she's not as girly as her name but she's like an heaven sent from above, a real angel. I admire her since we were freshmen in college, we were blockmates since then until now. We're taking Bs Psychology and we were in 3rd year level in our second semester.

Hannah Faye Cayabyab. And yes that's me, can you feel the heat?? Co'z I'm hot... Literally! I known as a baddass bitch in our university, since first year kalaban ko na mga prof ko kiber ko kung ibagsak nila ako, I am willing to face them at the guidance office by the way. Kilala din ako sa university namin as Bisexual, open ako sa gender role ko and no one dares me na question-in ako, subukan lang nila. Honestly, isa ako sa mga nangunguna para isulong and gender equality as university naming and so far, it goes well naman. And I'm proud.

"Hannah!!!!"

Its bods, classmate slash friend ko blockmate ko din. Tinaasan ko lang siya ng kilay as she reach my place.

"Last week si sir Santos ang kinalaban mo then now si Mrs. Bo? Wtf!??? For god's sake Hannah hawak lang naman nya ang major subjects nation what if paginitan tayo ng buong faculty dahil sa---

" what!?" Hindi ko na sya pinatapos.

"Paginitan? Ibabagsak tayo? Then goooo! Irereklamo ko sya!" Pagtataray ko

"Seryoso ka jan? Humingi ka na lang ng sorry"

"No fvcking way."

"Hannah!'

" bods, stop that bullshit mindset! Hindi pwedeng tayong students ang magmumukhang tanga at bobo, in the first place wala akong ginawang masama sakanya! Alam nya yun! Then if she cannot accept the fact that she's the one who's messing up here then that's not my problem! She doesn't deserve a respect I don't care about her professionalism if her attitude is a totally trash!" Pagpapaliwanag ko

Kita sa mukha ni bods ang pagkadismaya na kumbinsihin ako para humingi ng sorry sa bagay na wala naman along ginawang masama. I'm not that kind of student who's pleasing anyone kahit na prof ka pa, kung Alam Kong wala akong ginawang Mali, then don't you dare to ask me just to apologize to something I didnt do.

"Calm yourself bods, I got this! Maglunch na nga tayo I'm starving as hell" pagaaya ko sakanya.

***

"Bilib talaga ako sa tapang mo Hannah, ibang klase!" Its Mariel

"Maldita kung maldita" aira

"Guys dont bring yourself kasi to something you doesn't deserve naman! Give yourself worth in any time in any place and in anyone! Kung Mali ka then apologize then if nasa tama ka fight for your right, wag kayo magpabilog sa taong walang ibang kayang gawin kundi mag malinis!"

"Cayabyab para sa senado!" Pangaasar ni edilyn

Sabay sabay namag nagtawanan ang mga walanghiya, mga gago talag--- damn, an angel is coming... My angel is here...

"Ayan putangina natitibo nanaman!" Pangangantsaw ni bods

"Fvck she's really a total package!"

Ohmygod! She's coming on our way!

"Hey ladies! Can I join you?"

Okay, I'm stuck

"Pakyu ladies mo mukha mo angel!" Pandidiring huwestiyon ni bods, oops did I not mention ba bods is a bisexual too she's kinda on more boyish type of.

"It's pren okay, nobody calls me angel"

Tiklop talaga ako every time she's with us, my heart omygod!

"Hannah? Why are you sweating?" Pangaasar na tanong ni mariel.

"H-huh? Ofcourse I'm sweating... Co'z I'm hot" bitch is a bitch i told you.

"Ayon tangina buhat bangko" pangongontra ni bods

"Shut the fuck up baby"

"Ewwwwww baby! Ulol!"

"Pren, baby daw oh" pangaasar ni airs

Isang napakagandang ngiti lang ang ibinaling sakin ni pren, uggggghhhh! Panindigan mo tong kilig ko!

***

It's 4:00 pm na at 1 hour pa before ang dismissal namin. Wala naman na kaming halos ginagawa dahil preparation for defense nalang naman ang inaasikaso namin.

"Sikolohistas please listen!" It's our mayor inside the classroom, president kung tawagin sa highschool.

Agad naman kaming nag pay attention sa mayor namin na mukhang may mahalagang iaannounce.

"Who wants a good news? I think everyone here wants one right? Since we were so stressed, and drained for our upcoming final defense our request to have a blocking recreational retreat has been finally approved by the department head!" Masayang pagaanunsyo ng aming mayor sa magandang balita.

Everyone of us is shouting from happiness and excitement sa narinig na magandang balita. Even me was very excited finally marerefresh ang utak namin sa arawaraw na pressure sa school works thanks god!

"We were given 1week to unwind and have relax, but except that included sa vacation natin ang iapply ang pagiging psychology student sa trip natin so Doc. Miguel and I are setting up a deal na we should visit at least once sa isang child orphanage so as we were to go Bataan we should book a schedule to visit Holy Prayers Child Organization Orphanage in morong. Is everyone agree!?" Dagdag pa niya.

All of us are agree! We were all excited na! Nag assign nalang kami ng mga taong ieencharge for some task na mangyayari sa trip namin. For no some reason naman nabaling ang atensyon ko sa busy-ng busy si pren sa pakikipagkwentuhan sa mga classmates namin.

Sana man lang mabigyan ako ng chance na makausap sya just for once please. That would be great for me if possible. Hays.

Angel, how can get your attention? Please tell me I'm longing for you badly.