-The Babysitters-

Chapter 7

~Warning: Triggering content, please don't read if you get triggered easily~

'Carly's Pov'
After a fun day at the pool it was time to get ready for dance, I grabbed a quick shower and headed to my room but not before Dinah, she wanted to pick out my dance clothes so I showed her my drawer and told her I had jazz today because hip hop was cancelled. She grabbed a pair of Cali kisses again {pic above} with my team jacket for the top. I grabbed by dance bag and headed down stairs where Dinah said "Dawgs I need to pick it out everyday look how fierce she looks!" Everyone laughed and we hopped in the car, on our way to the studio we danced and singed in the car but likely they were scream singing so you couldn't really hear my voice. We arrived and hopped out while I went into class they went to watch through the overhead room with the other parents, after class it was my solo time so everyone left and we got working on my solo. It was time for the final run through then I could go home, I got into position and danced my heart out. When I was done I said thank you and went to the girls, we hopped in the car and rode home. When we got home I showered again and found one of Lauren's big t-shirts on my bed with a pair of shorts so I put them on and it smelt like Lauren, I went downstairs and they were all talking quietly as soon as they saw me they stopped.

"Guys are you okay, what's going on, if you don't wanna do this anymore it's okay you don't have to be with me if you don't want to." I said starting to tear up.

"No no no no no no I promise we aren't leaving ever, don't think like that we just wanted to ask you a question..?" Normani said while hugging me. "Can we maybe do a twitcam because fans are wondering who you are?" she asked. I answered hesitantly yes and they all jumped with joy, I just hope I don't get hate like at school because last time something happened it got really bad but I'm not ready to talk about it yet. I was snapped out of my thoughts by Ally waving me over towards the laptop where apparently they already started it.

"And this here is Carly, our pretty much little sister and she means the world to us see she's even wearing my shirt!" Lauren smirked while calling me over and patting her lap for me to sit in. I smiled and waved shyly and the girls started to talk about me and they mentioned my dancing and right away my eyes shot to the comments..

Ew she's ugly why would you want her

She's just holding you guys back

What happened to her face, I didn't know people could be made that ugly

Guys stop she's just a stupid little charity case and we all know it, she'll be gone in a month I know it

The one hit me pretty hard and I tried not to cry or show it bothered me because the girls didn't seem to notice and just went along with there cheery selves, I needed to get to my room or anywhere away from here. I looked at Lauren and "yawned" faking like I was tired and asked to go to bed. She was about to get up and bring me to bed but I told her to stay and I can go by myself even though I hate it because I get nightmares but I didn't want her to see me in the state I was. I walked until I was out of sight then ran into my room locked the door and went into my bathroom, I looked around for my little friend I've been missing for awhile, it's shiny and silver. I eventually found it under my sink and I was debating wether it's worth it but the words kept replaying in my head over and over and before I knew it I had about 5 cuts going along my waist line on the sides because is the only place I can cut since I have to wear sports bras and booty shorts to dance. As I was cleaning up I hear the girls ending the TWITCAM and I hadn't realized how long I've been in here for, I ran to unlock my door so they wouldn't suspect anything then to my bed and wiped the tears from my eyes and hid under the covers and as soon as I had gotten under my door had opened Camila walked in and hopped in my bed wrapping her arms around my waist and let me just say it took all of me not to cry right there for two reasons, let me just say fresh cuts against fabric with pressure hurts like hell, and second I wondered if she actually even cared about me. Tears silently streamed down my face as I fell into a horrifying sleep.

'Camilas Pov'

I think we could all tell something was up with Carly because she never and when I say never I mean NEVER goes to bed without one of us tucking her in and usually it's Lauren so when she says no to Lauren something's up. We decided to end the TWITCAM and that id be the one in there tonight considering the others were all already about passed out on the couch. I went into her room and she was sleeping peacefully so I hopped in bed with her and pulled her into me but something weird happened. Wen I grabbed her she flinched maybe, but she was sleeping so it was probably a dream. I'm thinking to much, eventually I fell asleep.

A/N: Sorry it's so short I'm really tired and I've been doing school work ALL DAY! I hope you enjoyed a little drama and let me know what you guys wanna see? Or if I'm doing something wrong okay! Thanks so much for Over 400 READS LIKE WHAT!!!!!!
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