I'M SORRY
by sush
I never intended to hurt you
I swear it wasn't me but you
If you had never started it
I might not be a sinful pit
But life made it hard for me,
I never really thought you'd notice
And make me hope just like a bee
Hoping that a flower would accept me
Damn, I knew this day would come
However, I never thought this would affect you that much
Because I intend to play a game without a trace of a single crumb
But, life chose to avoid us in each other's touch
The words we shared
The "ohayo~" we said
The "oyasumi~" I mentioned
Made my heart poisoned.
Would you still forgive me?
I fooled a kind person like you
But you didn't throw hate towards me
I might not know, I'm already an outcast
The guilt I am feeling right now,
over flows like a river within my veins
The regret I can't bear,
spreads like wild fire in my brain
I'm sorry
I would be grateful if you'll hate me
I deserve the hate.
I deserve to die.
