Lost on tour ~ lights out tour

Part 26:...

I sat down on the couch and watched some YouTube when..... someone pulled me up onto my feet. I looked up and saw Jackson holding my hand. "What are you doing?" I asked. "I'm sorry" he said, "I really am, I don't know what got into me, I just got really... jealous. I said it, I was jealous and I'm sorry for that. I hurt me so much that I almost lost you and I don't want it to happen again." I felt a tear run down my cheek. "Why are you crying?" Jackson asked with a concerned look on his face. "I don't know, I just don't want to lose you either" I said with a small smile. He gave me a hug huge and my smile grew. He grabbed my hand and lead me to the meet and greet. "Where are we going?" I asked. "To meet fans" he said. "They don't know me" I said. "It'll be fine." He said with a reassuring smile. My nerves started to kick in but I became a lot calmer when I was next to Jackson. We meet a bunch of fans and it was actually pretty fun. After the meet and greet was over most of the boys went on stage. I started walked back to the couch I was sitting at but Jackson grabbed my hand and spun me around. He got I'm really close and...
kissed me. I was shocked. I didn't know what to do. After that happened I looked at him. I didn't know what to say. He looked at me and I saw his smile drop. "I-I'm Sorry" he said. "....." I still couldn't say anything. I tried to say something but I couldn't. I just froze. Jackson started to walk away. I knew I had to do something fast. So I ran in front of him and just kissed him. I mean at that point i was just rapidly thinking. After a few seconds I pulled away and just ran away. "What did I just do?" I whispered to myself. I ran out of the venue and sat down on a bench. I wasn't sure what had just happened. It all happened so fast. I curled up into a ball and had my head on my knees. I didn't expect any of this to happen. I stayed out there for a few minutes when I heard. "Y/N WHERE ARE YOU?" I wasn't exactly sure who it was but I didn't say anything. I just stayed quiet. Until they found me. I looked up to see Jackson standing next to me....

                          *authors note*
Cliff hanger hehe. Also thank you for reading really makes me happy :)