As I try everyday, Living in this body of mine I feel more empty everyday,
no pain or sorrow just the pit of darkness in my hollow heart,
I don't understand,
no I don't indeed Judge me all you want, but I want you to see,
That my life has no meaning, so why bother me?
I think of this razor that is in my hand, As I watch my blood come out of my very skin,
You tell me to live, but why I ask?, There's nothing here,
You tell me, you know what this feeling is like,
but this is no disease, this is,
it is to be according to people who bully me I don't have emotions,
of what I've seen I've kept to myself,
but people bother me Why live in a world where people torture me,
When I can be with people like me, Beautiful paradise,
that our eyes don't see They welcome us with open arms,
the people we see the paradise is beautiful,
full of amazing things I want to see this so desperately,
but I've tried over and over again,
I just want to leave you see My life is nothing to people around me,
so goodbye my friends or people who think they love I am now free..........