Oh How I adore thee,
My lover, my friend and soul mate,
I admire and love thee so much,
My heart beats harder and faster,
Just the sight of you,
Takes my breathe away,
Holding me in your arms,
Warmth and love I felt,
Makes me feel safe,
The night was peaceful,
You weren't home yet,
I went looking for thee,
I searched and searched,
And saw a open door,
There was a light still lit,
I entered the room,
And I saw two people in bed,
Drops of tears went down my face,
As I saw my beloved in bed with another,
He stopped and looked at me,
With such sorrow eyes,
I run out of the room and I hear him screaming my name,
I couldn't look back,
My heart felt empty and shattered,
I stopped and took a breath of air,
Sweaty I was,
I saw a figure running towards me,
My love was there,
So I ran again, my heart could not take such pain,
It felt like a poison,
Like alcohol,
After I was out of sight,
I knew I couldn't live,
Without the love of my beloved,
He is my poison apple,
But this is no fairy tale,
I won't wake up,
I grabbed a bottle of bleach,
And chugged it,
In front of my lovers eyes,
I started to fall,
He catched me,
He had tears,
At least he now truly loves me
~I am now at peace~
