No one knows if your crying,
cause they don't try,
and see you, they only think about the fake smile,
you put on your face,
Inside I'm screaming for help,
Just please see past this smile,
Please care, I just want someone to love me,
I'm sorry if my existence bothers you,
I'm sorry that I hurt myself,
I'm sorry that I cry everynight,
I'm sorry if I don't even say sorry enough,
I need help,
But I can't ask it,
I just smile and try and get over it,
Voices are in my head,
I shake in the corner,
The feeling of loneliness consumes every second of each day,
Taking what's left of my heart,
I feel like I'm drowning,
and everyone is laughing,
Please, please help me I scream,
But no one hears cause its inside,
It won't come out.
I hate myself and everything about my life,
I wish I was pretty, I wish I have the perfect body,
I wish I was perfect, and I'm sorry I'm not,
My hatred of myself, like everyone else feels for me,
It just hurts, The pain is unpredictable,
I want someone to see past this smile of mine,
Cause it ain't real, Am I just a monster?,
Is that why everyone hates?,
I feel worthless, and my feelings overwhelm me,
where I am at my breaking point
