ZAI
...zai??--ginno??--oops!!-- sabay sabay kaming nagsalitang tatlo i was shocked when i saw him. Papalabas sya ng hallway pangalawa sa pasillio ng room namin. And i feel uneasy. I don't know why,...
"Zai? What are you doing outside? I thought hindi ka na lalabas pa sa comfort room. - he said sarcastically but not even looking at my eyes.
"What?! Are you kidding me? Ginno? You are such an insensitive jerk i've ever met!!- i shouted on him grabe sya. Nagawa nya pang sabihin saakin yun after nya kong iwanan mag-isa sa room namin?? I have to get out of here. Ang sikip ng dibdib ko parang may sasabog na kung ano sa loob nito and i have to control myself.
"Bro! Excuse me! - singit ng lalaking ito. I almost forgot may kasama pala ako.
"Oh??! Bro? Why are you with my girl? I thought you were not here? You said it before we just got here.- so? Magkakilala sila???SERIOUSLY???
"Ah. Yah. I got drunk. And fell asleep. Hahaha- tawa pa sya kaloka. Magkaibigan nga sila parehong baliw.
"Excuse me.- i interrupt i need to get out of this place bago pa ako mahawa sakanilang dalawa. Mainit ang ulo ko at ayoko ng kausap kapag ganito. Kaya naglakad na ako patungo sa kwarto namin para kunin ang bag ko.
"Wait! Babe?!! -- habol saakin ni ginno. Hindi ko sya pinansin kaya nagulat ako ng hablutin nya ang braso ko paharap sakanya.
"Babe. Look. I'm sorry.. hindi ko naman kasi alam kung ano yung mga iniisip mo and sorry for being insensitive. If ganun nga yung nakikita mo saakin. I.. i am just confused of what is happening kanina. Masaya tayo nung nagpunta tayo dito, then suddenly hindi mo na ako kinausap? What should i do with that?? Tell me babe??- he said with frustrations.
I get it. Ganito kasi talaga ako.. Unpredictable. I never wanted to read my feelings with other people. Noon pa man ako na si Poker face queen. Nagsimula ito when my dad passed away.. i don't want sympathy of anyone. I have to be strong for myself and stand on my own dahil ako ang eldest and only girl sa magkakapatid di ba??-- but kahit ganon dapat hindi nya ako iniwanan mag-isa.
"No. I have to go. Let me go.- i said coldly. And he just let me.. my heart cripled and i have to mend it. Mawawala din naman ito. I just need to breath.
"Seriously zai? Maliit na bagay? Lalaki ng ganito? - napahinto ako sa sinabi nya... ngunit pinigilan ko na lumingon pa. I know myself bibigay ako kapag nakita ko ang mukha nya... kaya nagpatuloy ako sa paglalakad hanggang sa makarating sa room namin.
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I bet this is not the updates you guys wanted. I'm sorry for that. Anyways,
Happy happy new year!! 2016 is my year!!! I need to be focus on my goals!!! And i need you guys!! Please comment and vote!! Thank you!
-itsmeabby33
