habituated with a kiss

CHAPTER 4: I HATE HIM

Um! thanks for the supports.. and Just wanna mention Jeanne-Jeannine, Steph-Stephanie, Aya-Marian, and Bernard-my cousin who makes my book cover. I have indicated them here.. and made them characters in this story-chapter..

Luv' Rizz

Monday: Recess

Why does this keep on happening to me?

He kissed me AGAIN, but now, its worst than the first time. He did it in front of this entire people. He made me look slutty and worst of all…weak.

I was absolutely stunned so I immediately jolt back out of surprise. I shove him away that freed me from his grasp.

I looked at the audience that borders us and I can comprehend that they are blown out as well as me. Their mouths hang open like they were supposed to say something but no word can come out.

There’s SILENCE.

I can’t control myself anymore…I want to punch his striking face and destroy it beyond repair. NO FIGHTS. The stupid pledge came echoing back. I can’t or else I’ll be flying to Paris tomorrow morning. I have to get back. I want to have vengeance, but first of all I have to save myself out of this embarrassing situation.

I have no choice but to scamper. AGAIN! like before. But, next time, I’ll assure that I’ll be as geared up as I can.

Wednesday:

I’m sitting at a garden or more like a paddock full of bushes, flowers and trees. There are also butterflies here. I can’t believe there’s a place like this at Brookwell that seems to be…rural-sorry, it’s the best explanation I can come up with.

Anyway, it’s so beautiful here. Free from any blabber mouths, gossips…and crowd.

Right now, I’m sitting alone in this place waiting for the tittle-tattle to calm down. Ever since that horrible kiss, I’ve become the talk of girls. I don’t know what they say because I always pretend that I don’t hear something.

Different reactions gush out like anger, hatred, envy-I don’t know what’s with these girls that made them so habituated with a kiss, right…a simple…gentle…seductive…melting…kiss.

I have to do something, but obviously, hiding is not an option to resolve this. Well, what can I do? This is the first time I have encountered this problem. I can’t come up with any decent solution, other than beating up that guy to death.

I have to solve this.

I have to convince my mom that I’m serious now to make her transfer me back to Lilian-an all-girls school with NO BOYS. I missed that place.

At any rate, I can only convince my mom if I somehow managed to impress her by…I don’t know, be one of the top students I guess? But, how can I do that? How can I beat the geniuses studying here?

Out of frustration, I smack my head with my right palm and felt a twinge of pain. Then suddenly, an idea came rushing in my head.

After class, I spent most of my time contemplating the athletes in this school. They are GOOD as I have expected, but I think I can do better than them.

So, I started to list down all the clubs that I will join which off course-I’m good at.

And here it is:

-track and field

-soccer

-hockey

-lacrosse