Emily's POV
I haven't talked at all for two days. Today was Josh's funeral. Harry offered to come with me but I shook my head.
I guess Josh got shot in a shooting at a bank and he lost too much blood before anyone got to him.
I was changing into my outfit for the fumeral. Josh didn't want people to wear black. I had on a sky blue dress. I put on a pair of white heels. Only the boys and my parents know Josh died. I haven't told the public.
"Are you ready?" My mom asked me. I nodded and we walked outside to the car. My dad was already at the funeral home, helping set up. I sat down in the car. I looked down at Josh's braclet.
"He turned in the wrong direction a month ago", Mom said.
"He wanted your attention, but you wouldn't give it to him", I defendend my brother.
"I'm sorry", my mom said looking down at the stering wheel.
"You know he tried to kill himself?" I said to my mom.
"No, I didn't know" she said.
"One of the lasts things I said to him was that I didn't want to see him", I confessed.
"Oh honey, he knew you loved him", My mom tried to comfort me. It didn't work. This was the first time I talked in two days. I was silent the rest of the way there.
I slowly walked up to the casket. I looked at my beother. I started crying. I was looking at my best friend. No, more than that, more than a brother too. He made me happy. I couldn't do it. I told him I would be with him everywhere. But, I can't leave this life. I want Harry. I want the boys.
I walked out, my vision blurry. I walked outside, thats when I broke. I fell to my knees. I sat there crying. This is the most I have ever cried. I layed down in the grass. I cried even more. I stared at the sky.
"Josh, I will never forget you", I wispered. I couldn't see anything now, just a blurry blue.
"Emily", someone said. I sat up and stuffed my head in my knees.
"Leave me alone", I said. The person hugged me. I was shaking and crying.
"Emily, it's Liam", the person said. I couldn't see but I turned around and hugged him. How did Liam get in North Carolina?
"Where is Harry?" I asked.
"I told him not to come", Liam said. I loved Liam, as a best friend. Best friend. I looked down at the braclet Josh gave me to give to someone I care about.
"Liam?" I wispered.
"Mhhmm?" He said.
"I want you to have this. Josh told me to give it to someone I cared about", I said and wripped the braclet off. I put it on Liam's arm. She smiled.
"Thank you", he said and kissed my head. He helped me up.
"I can't stay here, I wanna go home", I said.
"Okay, I'll take you back to you're house", Liam said.
"In London", I added.
"Oh okay, do you want to say bye to your parents?" He asked. I nodded and he took me inside. The funeral was over, people were talking now.
"I'm going back to London", I told my mom.
"Okay honey", she said and hugged me.
"I love you", she said. I said it back. I went to my dad and told him bye. Then Liam drove me to my hoise so I could get my bags. I never unpacked. Harry was sitting on my bed. He smiled at me.
"Harry, I'm sorry", I said and hugged him.
"For what?" He asked.
"For ignoring you", I said.
"Thats fine", he said and kissed me. We left to the airport to fly back to London.
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Okay, really short sorry. But it is the 4th upload today!
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The Lucky One
FanficEmily is just a shy 17 year old girl. She lives with her mom, dad, and twin brother Josh. Her parents are always out of town and never have any time for her or her brother. Emily is a HUGE fangirl of the british/irish boyband One Direction. She like...