My New Addiction

" I'm Sorry "

(Edited 7/18/2021)

Le'Anna POV

Me and Cassie were chilling at my house, Cassie is really like my best friend so I believe I can trust her about certain things.

" How do you know if you're ready to have sex with someone " I ask.

Cassie looks at me with a surprise expression.

" Sometimes you just know " she says shrugging her shoulders.

" Just don't rush it, you always want your first time to be a special one " she continues.

" Yeah, you're right but I have something else to ask you " I say sitting down on my bed.

" Yeah " she says.

" What should you do if you think your sister is using drugs again " I ask nervously.

" Wait a minute, you think Aaliyah's relapsing " she asked shocked.

" It's either that or she's sneaking around doing something she doesn't want us to know about " I say shrugging.

" What gave you that impression " she asked curiously.

" Every since she came back from rehab she's just so different especially since she became friends with Rue " I say.

" Well she is a recovering addict so just give her time and don't just jump down her throat, okay " she says gently.

" Okay " I simply say.

I wanna believe that it's nothing more than her trying to get back to normal but I think it's really something more.

But like Cassie said I'm going to try my best and just be her sister first.

Nicole POV

Both Kat and I signed up for the porn thing and we're starting off slow until Kat got an email from this weird ass guy with a tiny ass dick but he started sending us money so who the hell am I to turn him down.

" Yo Kat, this was probably the best idea, we ever came up with " I say while counting the money.

" Hell yeah but what's your mom gonna say if she ever see this " she asks me.

" Don't know and honestly don't care " I say.

" You care, you're just too proud to say so " Kat says.

" Whatever " I say rolling my eyes.

Aaliyah POV

I was laying on the ground next to Rue when I heard our names being called we look up and it's Jules.

" Hey " we both say.

" First of all you guys are the best softcore pornographers ever " she says while laying on Rue's legs.

" And what makes you say that " I ask.

" Because Tyler liked the pictures and he wants to meet up " she says excited.

" Oh for real, when " Rue ask.

" On Sunday after the carnival " she says.

" Wait like at night " I ask her.

" Yeah, but he's like our age its fine " Jules says nonchalantly.

" Um, Jules you don't find that weird " I ask her.

" No, sis you watch to much dateline " she says playfully hitting my arm.

I'm sitting here in disbelief, Jules actually wants to meet a stranger at night, she and Rue gets in to a argument

" Out of all people I wanted to tell you guys but fuck it " and she walks away

" I can't believe her right now " I say.

" Me either " Rue says.

I look at her and she's really hurt, her eyes says it all.

" Come on let's go to class " I say.

We're sitting in class and Jules's desk is empty and I look over and see Rue texting. I'm pretty sure it's Jules from the way she's looking as soon as the bell rings she instantly leaves.

But instead of going home I go to Fez's house not for drugs just to talk.

" What's up Aaliyah " Fez says while smoking a blunt.

" Nothing but I need your advice on something " I say.

" Yeah " he say letting out smoking.

" How do you know if you might feel something more than friendship with somebody but that person likes somebody else " I say nervously.

" You talking about Rue, ain't it " he says looking at me.

" How did you-  he cuts me off.

" it's pretty obvious Aaliyah "  he says nonchalantly.

" Only thing I can say is tell her how you feel but don't have high hopes since you think she likes somebody else " he says.

I know weird because it's obvious she has strong feelings for Jules, not that I blame her Jules is a sweet girl and real pretty.

I wouldn't have much time to think about my next move because next thing you know Rue is banging on Fez's door and my heart breaks so bad she sounds so broken and helpless.

She was screaming things at Fez because he refused to open up his front door, screaming at him.

" Open the door, open the door, open the door. You fucking ruined my life, if you gave a shit about me you would've gave me the drugs in the first place .You did this to me " she screams at him while still pounding on the door.

" I'm sorry " is all Fez says before walking back towards me and sits down next to me as she keeps banging on the door before stopping.

" You good " I ask him.

" I'm straight " he says while looking at the ground.

Changing the subject I decided to bring up the carnival.

" You going to the carnival " I ask him.

" Yeah, I need to get this money " he says proudly.

I really wish he wasn't a drug dealer, he had so much potential but hey nowadays drug dealings the only thing that'll get you by with no problem. Especially since I know, Le'Anna likes him thought she won't admit it.

"Well, I'm going to head home. Knowing my dad he's going to accuse me of doing drugs and drug test me" I say grabbing my skateboard.

" Alright, be safe " he yells out after me.

" You too " I say.

God, why is being a teenager so damn hard

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