Walls Are Made To Be Broken《Shinkami》 FINISHED

VII: the first 'i love you'

Shinsou

I was minding my own business in the hospital bed, drawing in a sketchpad uncle Shouta and Hizashi got me, when all of a sudden I hear skidding at my door which then slammed open, a familiar voice yelling my name before tackle hugging me.

I wrapped my arms around Kaminari when I notice his back is shaking with sobs and my shoulder is starting to get wet as his hands grip the back of my hospital gown.

"Kami? What's wrong?" I ask worriedly as I rub his back gently, instantly he pulled back and put his hands on my shoulders, staring at me with those big golden eyes.

"You were gone for five weeks Shinsou! I missed you so much, I worried so much! You can't do that!" Kaminari exclaims, his blonde eyebrows knitting together.

"I'm sor-" I start to say but he cuts me off by kissing me, I kissed back but broke the kiss with a laugh and bury my face into the crook of his neck. He may never know how much I missed him sense I woke up yesterday, he's all I could think about. I hate to admit it but I'm falling for him, and fast.

"What's so funny?" He asked and I could feel him heat up, probably with a blush, but I didnt care about that, I loved sitting here with him.

"Just kinda funny how your kisses make me feel better than medicine" I say with a small laugh as he instantly went up a few degrees and wrapped his arms around me in a hug.

"That's coz I love you so my kisses have the power of healing you" he said and my heart took a gay skip as my face and ears heated up with a thick blush. I would have replied had it not been for the high pitched squeal from the door, causing me to jump.

There stood Mina fangirling while Kirishima just looked happy, holding Bakugou's hand as all three looked at
Kaminari and I who were too stunned at their arrival to move away from eachother.

The three teens just walked in casually and sat in chairs beside the hospital, we just kinda talked for awhile before I started to get tired from my medication and started to fall asleep with my head leaning on Kaminari's shoulder.

I must've been asleep for a while for when I opened my eyes again I was all alone again, alone to my thoughts and the buslzzing of machines in the dark room. Someone must've turned off the lights.

I sat up and rubbed my arm, careful of the iv, as I looked around. I missed Kaminari already, he was so warm and happy, I would gladly lay down with him and just hold him to my chest, keep him safe from the world.

But then I started thinking about other things, what if we were to fuck? Who would be dominant? Would he even want to? I started to imagine the situation, Kaminari on his knees with his ass in the air and his chest on the bed, I would be standing on my knees behind him and I-

No no no! I cant think like that! But he does have such a nice ass, oh I want him so badly. But I still cant think of him like this! He would probably be creeped out if he knew I had these thoughts.

Instead on lingering on those thoughts, no matter how much I wanted to, I fored myself to just think about someone, anyone, else. So my thoughts went to my uncles, Shouta and Hisashi. They've been taking care of me sense my mum, who was Shouta's sister, and my dad had dissapeared one night. I have a feeling something happened but I don't think I want to know.

Shouta may seem strict at the school but at home he's actually caring and easy on us. He doesn't care if we forget our chores for a night but he makes sure we know to get it done. He also had a sense of humor at home, considering one of our cats is named 'cum sock'.

Hisashi is sadly just as loud at home as he is outside of it. Without his directional speakers it isbt as loud sometimes but he still was loud and sometimes accidentally would break a dish with his voice but he is always careful not to use it on me or eri, the adopted little girl who is like a little sister.

Eri is a small girl with a horn and white hair, she is kind and curious but she also has had a hard life. I cant remember how we got her but I think either Shouta or Hisashi got her while on a mission. We've taken care of her ever sense though.

I soon fell back to sleep.

Kaminari

I had gone to Shinsou's dorm when we left the hospital, mainly on instinct sense I had been spending so much time there missing him, but also to see if I cant find anything he would want at the hospital.

I went and sat on his bed, bouncing slightly sense it was a springy bed. I should bring him some clothes, a book, and wherever he hid his ukalale I'll find it and bring it sense I know he enjoys his music.

But for now I'll just flop down on his bed and lay there, taking in the fact that my Shinsou wasn't hurt too badly from what I saw and wait a second- I said something to him- oh jeez I said 'I love you' to him!

Whelp fuck, there goes any chance of him becoming my boyfriend, I probably scared him off. Plus he said something about a bad past relationship so I doubt he'd be mine.

《This is a rather short chapter sense I had writers block and my friend, who is reading this, keeps badgering me to update the book. That you so so so much for all the reads and I cant believe all the reads this book has gotten!!!!》